Student,

I have the information I need and I have opened your records.  Your question was For publically, i wish to know "am i truly believer in Almighty !"  Sometimes i feel i didn't truely surrender myself to almighty.
Need your suggestion.

We all feel doubt at times but you are one that needs proof, you find it difficult to believe in something that you cannot touch, feel, smell, taste, hear or see.  Step forwarward and look into the mirror, what could have possibly created the person that is looking back at you?  Look into your eyes and ask, who could have been so intelligent to have created a being so complex that the eyes tell the brain what it is hearing, the nose tells the brain what it is smelling, the mouth/tongue is telling the brain what it is tasting, etc.  Could any human has created such a complex being?  What gives the tiny heart inside the womb of a woman the knowledge to begin beating before the body has been created.  When you flip the switch to turn on the light, you know the light will come on, why do you know this, because it has always come on before, but what gave you the faith that will will light.  When you strike a match, what makes you believe that the match will light?  When you plant a seed, how do you know it will grow into a plant that produces a flower, fruit, etc.?  

All of these efforts are blind faith, that is the greatest hurdle any one has to accomplish.  How do you accomplish blind faith?  I have a prayer and exercise to offer.  First light a candle, the fire from the candle is of natural light, spirits are drawn to natural light.  Relax and take deep breaths as if you are preparing to meditate.  Now, say this little prayer:

Father/Mother Good, I ask that this soul be set on its spiritual evolution for the hightest good and mutual benefit of everyone concerned.  Give me the information I need to continue my journey.  

You will begin to see little miracles in many things, plants, children, the beautiful wisdom in the elderly, you will begin to realize that only you can give yourself the information needed to continue this life adventure.

You will have treated the symptoms of your concerns with this exercise, now let us address the cause.  In a previous lifetime you were deserted by your parents, this fear of having total faith and belief in someone/something has been very difficult.   Abandonment issues have always been a problem for you.  What you did not know when your parents abandoned you they were captured and enslaved, they could not get back to you and your brothers.  In your current life time the genetics of that loss have come through and you still have little faith or belief in people you see and know, much less in something you cannot see.  You cannot even have a lasting relationship because trust is impossible for you.  You only trust and beleive in yourself.  

The belief and trust issues will begin to ease now that you understand why, you will begin to believe when a friend says I will call, they will call unless something has caused them to be unable to do so.  

I get the sense your family has never been one to share feelings, you can let your guard down now and smile, part of your journey in this lifetime is to learn to trust, to play and laugh.

I hope this information will help you on your journey, may your God bless and watch over you.  

One more exercise, find one individual each day that you make smile.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Okay, overlook the type Os.

MangoMom

Dear MangoMom,
          thanks for your precious time for my reading.Now on reading
1) yes, i can't believe anything without testing. Today, i believe on Palmistry, Astrology because i tested it. I believe that after gaining name & fame an Astrologer normally stopped his/her study or experiment ; so a time came when their predication failed. I don't know are you agree with it or not. Yes, it is not right to discuss in this Psychic section. Ok, When i was young ; my mother said one day  about Swami Vivekananda's saying"Never believe anything without judging by yourself because it is said by someone  or in some great book." From that day, i tried it to implement in my life. This opt me to try my hand in palmistry, Numerolog and even i tried my hand in occult also. I read all books which i got and met with persons who was in practice of these things. I found truth in many such things which modern persons believe as myth.
       Today, if you tell me that Sun rises from west. I'll agree with you because it is mere assumption which is followed by all over the world and today no one can change it because it'll bring whole world in trouble. But if you tell that Palmistry is false then no matter if whole world is with you ; i'll not believe you because i tested it and find it as true.
2) I believe in God and for that i need not any proof. It is proofed several time. Whenever i asked for help from almighty by complelety surrendering myself to her, she answered me. Even sometime i fixed a time line and asked for favour and she answered . My problem is that these days i lost my mental piece due to work load and unhappiness . I was assured by almighty that after sometime all my problems will sort out and what is happening that although i was assured ; sometime i don't see light any where. This doesn't mean that i'm not believer in Almighty . It seems that till now i can't get success to surrender completely  to Almighty.
3)I don't know my previous life. So, i can't comment on it. In this life, opposite to your reading my family share feelings.
4) I have some long lasting relationship.
5) Yes i believe in myself and people also. although i don't trust stranger but i think is practicalness.
            Thanks again for your precious time. I sat alone yesterday night for analysis of my problem , i found that since i'm not following the task completely decided by me towards almighty so sometimes i doubts myself about surrendering towards almighty.
            Is anything i have to provide you to analysis ; why you slipped a little bit in prediction. many many thanks for you time  and suggestion.

With Best Regards
Student

Thank you for your feed back.  If this information wasn't for you then it could be for someone that reads it.  Our God works in mysterious ways.
Bless you and yours.

Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom

Dear Mangoman,
Thanks again for your reply. I'm confuse what is the meaning of
"If this information wasn't for you then it could be for someone that reads it.  Our God works in mysterious ways. "
        I'm not psychic, so not know how psychic reading works. I just download information on Psyhic Reading from Forum. I'll start working on it from saturday. I'm not How much time i required to understand this subject a liitle bit. Today i don't know ABC of it.
     Kindly,Clearify your message ; so that i can understand it. May be i look like foolish by asking such question. Truly, i didn't understand message. Waiting for your kind reply.

With Regards
Student