Dear Group,

I have been going through a crisis after Michael Ramsey walked because my Father would not turn over his evidence to Butte County LAFCO, for them to get rid of. It stays until it goes to jury trial in a higher court.

Now, I recieved a written death threat that said Keep Your Mouth Shut Or Else The Same Thing That Happened To Bandit Will Happen To Your Family. I put a big brown x on the paper of a copy of it. My son was involved in a car accident yesterday, and even though he was not hurt, no reponse from Fire or Ambulance was available for Frank who was driving, and was injured and 80 years old because he was helping us in the past. The accident was down the street, and I left my front door unlocked while I ran to check on my son. Someone entered our house, and went into our backyard, took my white dove of peace out of her cage, and killed her, and then threw her remains to my only remaining dog skipper from at the other house. I have my two hairless dogs inside all of the time.

I was having trouble at another site where some people think that I am an agent trying to ruin the world, and I was only trying to learn techniques to change my own thinking to change that vision.

I broke yesterday, and wanted to go murder the pedophiles. I cried in the car going to pick up my son from visiting his sister. Every time that I saw a Sheriff's car following me, I wanted to go cut off their pee pee's, as I have seen their pictures of pedophiling little girls. I wanted to do all sorts of terrible things, and my heart had turned into that of wanting to kill all of the bad guys here in town. Then, I wanted to die myself. I finally went to bed early. I am up now, and still a little unstable, and it is Wes' birthday today. I can't really afford to buy him anything, and I am wrecked emotionally, so I don't know how good of a birthday he will have.

Three days ago, someone broke a gas main in front of our apartments, and no one would respond for over an hour. I called my father, and they finally showed up. The gas could be smelled all the way down the street. I even had one young man smoke a cigarette while the gas was leaking, and he was taunting me, and I wanted to punch him out. He told me that everything I said about the pictures and pedophiles wasn't true. I yelled in his face. DO YOU WANT TO SEE THEIR FACES!!!! I HAVE THEM AVAILABLE!!!! he bragged about his close affiliation with the fire department, and I bragged about my higher affiliation that I had because of my father. We have a law suit against the fire department. I quieted down, but I am so angry, and I want out of here NOW!!!!! My son is in college, and I am afraid he will hate us now that we must move. I have to leave my daughter here, and get her out after we leave this infested satanic place. Please pray, and any readings on this I would welcome. Sorry that I have to come here complaining again. I love you people dearly here. You guys are human. Take care.

Love, Pamela

Happy Birthday Mr Kitty. Kitty didnt I tell you to go to the hopi reservation and you son could transfer to Arizona State. DO SO. And keep hounding the Montel Williams show.
Love,
Birdie

Dear Pravin,

Thank you for your words and prayers that were posted here. I had a breakdown after a lot of really bad things happened, and I did not see any hope any more, and that was because I forgot my focus on my wonderful Great Creator. I have not been able to write because the battles have been fierce and fast. We have had to think fast of how to conteract their plans for our demise. I was betrayed by my closest friend Leela, and other people I trusted only were working to hurt us. The only person I trusted was Wes. My father is not communicating with us, and that is frustrating but necessary. His cell phone gets traced, and then the bad guys will find out where he is. I will be posting some things that we have been going through, so people can know that if I can get through this, they can too. The killing of my dove, and the death threat note, and the near gas explosion, no services even in car accidents, was too much. I am refocusing, and the many people that have helped me in the background with everything have saved my sanity, and our lives. I will be forever grateful. I have to go again, my son needs picking up, and I have to cook dinner. I was really sick too. I am starting to come out of that as well.

Much Love, Pamela

I hear your story, and I would probably suggst that you move where ever there is santuary...a reservation? as someone suggested, somewhere sacred. For in the USA there is a lot of degradation, evil, backstabbing, for powerful people see the powerless. Control, noteriety, and so on. Jealousy is the main cause for murders and killings.

I have been through 3 court hearings that were provincial court cases. Even after 26 years of waiting, justice was served. I now am awaiting another outcome from another very severe issue, and am receiving much verbal negativity from the polic detective, and so call acquaintances.

When we stick with the truth, justice, and honesty, and in our beliefs with a Higher Power, the negative influences are even more stronger, for they WANT degradation. They want chaos, and so forth. I would definitely say, move, and keep your evidence in a safe place, even if you have to hide it in a different place.

As one indian elder told me, he hides his peace pipe in a forest somewhere, because his brothers are screaming for it. They do not understand the power of the peace pipe. They are rare and only given out of spiritual understanding, so he went and burried it. He said to this day it remains burried, until he himself understands spirituality and it's relationship to his journey. So for you, to even hide this evidence would probably throw a red herring to the sherriff and related parties thinking you might have it, but if you hide it in a safe place, then say you don't have it anymore, it's in someone's elses hands (God's hands)....you are not really lying. Perhaps then they will start looking elsewhere and never find it, until the trial comes about...and you will have that evidence.

Do not be paranoid and fear, for that is what dark forces want. All these things they do, is non-effective. it is not black majic...just scare tatics. Not all things are meant to be scare tatics...so be observant, get a support system in place, and be positive.

paragatekeeper.