Thank-you for the replies.   I have wondered if getting a reading would help but deep down I understand that really it probably wouldn't bring any comfort - if there was nothing seen it may give me comfort until my own feelings resurfaced again, and if it was a yes- I may take parinia to a new level.

I believe that perhaps these feelings andvoices/visions i get are meant only for me to trust myself and my intution, and to know that if something were to happen i would be okay (which i have always known) and also to keep travelling on the path of learning the way i am doing.

It is good to hear others insights as to how to deal with events such as this.
Thanks again.
cori

One of the things I did when forming a partnership with my personal spirit guides was to say: I don't want information I can do nothing to change, and I don't want to know about death of anyone.  This helps me work in complete freedom with my spirit guides.

I will add...when necessary they have worked with me when someone is terminal.  I recently went to do a healing for a friend's husband who was in final stages of his suffering.  It was early December and when I finished I felt he would not see Christmas.  When I left his wife was saying we know it is ending, but not yet.  I just gave her a hug.  We are never prepared to let our loved ones go.

A friend asked me to visit her mother in hospital.  She was hanging on by a thread and in death's hold of consciousness - not quite here.  They wanted her to know she had permission to go - it was time.  Days after my visit she passed peacefully.

I had a reading done a few months back by a man I have been to several times and I am going to again on the 14th of August.

During my last reading he mentioned the names Charles and Chuck but gave no other info. on them.  At that moment when he mentioned their names I felt the sense of a funeral.  The names he metioned are of my family Charles the father and Chuck  his son.  So...I thought since I had the feeling of a funeral I felt that one or probally Charles would pass on.  Turned out it was Cindy that passed.  Which was Charles' daughter.

Things aren't clear cut.  There are only glimpses.