I really don't want to write this but I feel I must.

Outwardly, you appear to want to learn to understand the world that is about us, but you seek answers you do not want to hear. You seek but you do not know what you seek. You hear but you do not know what you hear. Your mind tries to explain it all with logic, but it isn't making you happy. You don't claim to know, but you feel you do. The world looks and feels like a miserable place at times, with no way out, but you know there is a way out. You don't want to see it though. You fight it like you fight everything. You fight who you are. You fight to accept who everyone else is. The point isn't to challenge. The point was to stroke the pride of someone here to answer you. Maybe it worked. Maybe it didn't.

I don't know you, but I know you. You don't know me, but you know me. I am you as you are me. What you decide to see is what you decide to see. Nothing holds you back but you.

Take care my friend.