I've never done this before (giving people my tell all). This is a post of concern and question if you can read through it.(im 22 now)

Been psychic since 16. I tried to perform my very first OBE and after a good bit of time in adjusting my vibes i opened my eyes to see this grayish cloud looking figure seep under the door frame and come over to me. I reached out to touch it (being young and curious) and it grabbed my back. As soon as it grabbed me I felt a hugh surge of energy rush through my body and I saw that the outline of my body was bright pure white. The white light only happened for a hair of a split second.

Ever since then I developed clairsentience. I was a human lie detector. I could feel everything and everyone (and spirits). I've had a number of other psychic experiences with other abilities.

I felt like something stayed in my room as after my OBE experiences I sensed something in my room. I was told and started believing that this other presence was myself. As I thought back the spirit would react to my thought and if I had female over the room would be clear (as my focus was on getting booty). <-- Age 16


--- Age 21
A year ago something absolutly crazy happend. I feel like something was trying to awake inside me. I started seeing the world differently. I actually felt like I started seeing 'The Darkness' in
people...along with the neutral and 'The Light' in people. I could seer into peoples eyes and read the souls of men with great ease. The eyes of people looked different to me, they had a spark of light. People were very receptive towards me. telling me deep things that you wouldn't tell a stranger. Like, "I just divorced my crack head husband" There are many instances where people were acting out of the norm towards me.

I was able to read minds with great ease. Language to me was allegorical. I also felt a huge surge of energy in my solar plexus area. I felt like there was two energies that i consciously combined which i think was a mistake.

At one point I had so much energy built up inside me that a static shock would hit every time I got out my car. It happen more times then I let on. Street lights would flicker all the time. I was also absorbing energy the wind (not by choice) I just like to stick my hand out the window while I drive.

My manager pissed me off on a day when this energy was built up and the gas station went crazy as soon as he pissed me off...the pumps were not working, the fire alarms inside were going crazy. The computers werent working and the managers had no idea what was going on or how to fix it.

I started becoming paranoid....reason? (one reason of many) My GM asked me if he needed me if he could call me on my cell ( I found that strange being my number is on paper). I went home my GM called and left a message on my house phone and asked me to come in.

I went in and the GM wasn't there and I told the assistant manager that Brian called me and he looked at me weird...more of a 'be careful face' (I saw many things allegorical, even expressions). He told me to listen to the head set (that we wear). I didn't pump gas that day I pretended to sleep in another workers kiosk (booth) as I was scared and I felt like everyone was trying to protect me. I would growl every time I felt like a 'negative' being was coming...not a animal growl like a 'get away from me before I whip your ass' growl. In the end they didn't need me working that day, at all. About the headset, it would go off in my hear every time a car pulled up or certain people would walk by.

(The Darkness walks and it walks in the form of man. The Light shines and it shines in us all.)

How i was feeling was the feeling on ecstasy, minus the pill and the ooey gooey feeling...I felt great and love. Control. I felt like I could talk or manipulate anyone, felt like I could do anything (or anyone) I actually turned down numbers.

I became violent as I felt threatened. Like this darkness knew who i was and wanted to toy with me. I later realized the darkness only has as much power as you give it. If you simply don't pay attention to the bull shit it fades into nothingness. I tried to fight the darkness and you cant fight nothing. Thats why they say Satan is the great deceiver...

I felt like I was a universal warrior, at least thats what my unconsciousness drugged up body told the doctors at the mental ward.

I've been on one psych pill for a year now. Reason I went to the hospital was because I broke some stuff in my house as I felt the darkness was playing with me.

My question, does anyone know what the hell was going on. Sure I probably have my answer but I've read so much crap that its coming out my ears and I have yet to get a second opinion of anyone.

I thought Kundalini at first but keep in mind that the serpent un coiling isnt the way to climb the tree.

Im leaving some stuff out as Im not going back and putting it in. If you have any questions please ask. Thank you so much for reading.

Indigo Child? Been reading up on it for some time now and the characteristics of a indigo child make up my overall personality. Im still pretty psychic even on this pill. Makes me excited to see how much my awareness will expand when im off of it.

I had a real big thing against the government, I was against anything that I felt was negative or was built with deception. I also had an urge to eat only all natural foods. if I ate anything else I couldn't get it down my throat. My body looked damn fine if I say so myself. When I would drive birds would fly and land right infront of my car...not moving as I drove 30 mph down back roads. I had to stop and beep my horn for them to fly away. O yea, when I said I was clairsentience I could feel everything.

When I was going through this experience I became a transceiver. I was able to take it the energy and also send it out.

A change is coming to this world...the time for games is over. The pretenders will fall.

If all the experiences were psychic, why would you possibly need a pill?  And is that the way you have always gone - take a pill for what ails you?  (I once had a doctor who said that the answers were never found in a bottle).  

Yes, you psychicly opened, but did you do anything with it?  Did you expect that whatever came was OK?  Or was it possible to focus and/or bring to your attention only those that love and care about you?

First step:  Take Charge!

It would appear that the lessons in grounding and protection would be well placed to be a first step for your attention.  

As you open to spirit realms through meditation it is important to understand and realize just who you are inviting into your body, mind, spirit (which is the instrument of all psychic work).

Boom,

To me, what you have been given is a choice, the choice to use what you have been given to do good, or the choice to use what you have been given to manipulate, to control, to use against others. It's your choice to make. You can feed your ego and wish to think yourself more special and powerful than the next person, or you can take a step in the direction of humility, and learn how you can use what you have to help others. I don't mean help others on some superficial level, but to truly help, from within your heart.

When you open so fast and so young at a time when you are learning who you are, it is a great task. But as you said, you already know the answer within you. You have already felt the answer. You have already felt what is there, what is possible from all directions. Take a step back, and all things will be made clear.

Take care my friend.

[quote="Boom"]I've never done this before (giving people my tell all). This is a post of concern and question if you can read through it.(im 22 now)

Been psychic since 16. I tried to perform my very first OBE and after a good bit of time in adjusting my vibes i opened my eyes to see this grayish cloud looking figure seep under the door frame and come over to me. I reached out to touch it (being young and curious) and it grabbed my back. As soon as it grabbed me I felt a hugh surge of energy rush through my body and I saw that the outline of my body was bright pure white. The white light only happened for a hair of a split second.

Ever since then I developed clairsentience. I was a human bull shit detector. I could feel everything and everyone (and spirits). I've had a number of other psychic experiences with other abilities.

I felt like something stayed in my room as after my OBE experiences I sensed something in my room. I was told and started believing that this other presence was myself. As I thought back the spirit would react to my thought and if I had female over the room would be clear (as my focus was on getting booty). <-- Age 16

I feel there is another possibility when you OBE you can attract more than you bargained for spirits are not always honest to there intentions also you could attract a dark entity these entity's give you more abilities its there way of keeping you interested and lets them experience what it is to be living after reading your post i would advise you see a (spiritualist )healer who would be able to tell you if you have attached anything to you --if this stems from your OBE it is a possibility and well worth checking out