I drew this picture last night as I didn't like the one that I started the other week and the urge to draw just came to me and it was so strong. I just HAD to draw this. I think she has an almost Egyptian look about her. Could this be true?
How/why could such an ancient one be a guide to me? As I was drawing her last night I came to the realisation that her name is not Johanna (Ithought it was earlier int he week) it is indeed Esri. Thinking about it last night I also realised the curly haired giggly one with my sister is Johanna (there's aobut 6 of them). It was funny cos once I put the right name to the right face, everything seemed perfectly clear and as it should be. When I named them previously, it just didn't feel right but now it does.
Esri has really surprised me in a way. I have often thought I have an "old" guide or even that I am old soul but not an ancient one.
I think there is a Spanish/Mexican youth in there somewhere too - from an aristocrat family or someone who's father was fairly high up in local standing - like a Mayor or a family that owned quite a bit of property in the region. I get pictures of lots of farmland or grazing land. The father and son are both very proud and noble looking. There is lots of laughter around and a feeling of joy and happiness. Funny is that there is a smell of leather and spices and what looks/feels like a traditional paella dish is being cooked/served. I can see their family. Father, son, wife and a daughter. Daughter is a bit wilful and headstrong. She loves life and is perhaps a bit rebellious. Certainly keeps her mother and father on their toes but her father would do anything for her. A daddy's girl I think. The wife is quiet and seemingly unassuming but she has an air of authority about her. She can rule with a firm hand or even a harsh word but she is kind and gentle as well. I think, don't cross her though or else. The name Alessandro comes to me and I think thats the father. The son is Esteban, daughter is Cristina, and the mother is Maricela
I wonder...as I become more open to knowing who my guides are, can others come to me to perhaps try and communicate with other people on this side? I wonder and get the impression that they want to say something to LibB? Is it normal for a whole family to be guides of one person or that I can 'see' all of them?
The effect isn't quite right inthe pic as I used what I had on hand - my daughters crayons that I've stored away in the cupboard for her birthday later in the year. lol I think the overall 'look' of her is there though for me. I have a very clear picture of her in my minds eye and I'm a terrible drawer so this is the best that could transfer my minds image to paper.