There are an infinity of possibilities to be able to do all at the same time.  It is endless and it all depends on you and your dedication to learn.  Don't rush the process, because if you do, you will only learn only to find you will have set  yourself backwards and would have to learn it the proper way to maintain it.

I completely understand the want to learn all as quickly as possible, but what happens is that we will cut corners and instead of excellerating our process, we caused ourselves to waste more precious time if we just allow ourselves to learn our gifts as it should be learned.  The gift is more powerful than you would realize possible and it does take time to learn all aspects in order to always have them.

Everyone learns their abilities very different from the next person and there's no one way to learn the whole of it all.  You have to allow yourself to be able to see which technique is more inline with your own inner self and it will help guide you towards what direction you would take.  Enjoy your journey, for in the discovering is the best part about your gift abilities.

angel

i have been told that i am a lightworker. that i am here to help bring the world love. that i'm to shine my love upon those that are close to me. which is kinda odd, cause i hate the world, everyone is so mean, and nobody cares. i feel alone.

Awwww Sonicpunk, sorry you feel that way. (((Hugs)))

The world is not as bad you think, hun. There is lots of good out there. LOTS.  
Look for the positive.  Spend more energy doing this than seeing the bad stuff.
I know it easier to find all the negatives, but what a downer!  

It is not unusual for 'lightworkers' to shirk away from the the hustle
and bustle of life. I suspect you are highly intuitive and are very sensitive to the
negativity in the world. You probably draw it to you like a magnet and suffer
unexplainable anxiety. Fear is your problem , not hate.  

Meditating and surrounding yourself  with protective light can shield you from
taking this on.  Learning how to protect yourself  will be very empowering. You
own your own light!  Pretty cool!  Let it shine!

One more thing, you are not alone.... unbelievable but true... many people feel alone!
Too many, considering the population on earth.  This is sad.

I  wish for you to find other lightworkers... to surround yourself with.


Peace
Evie

well, i dont know about intuitive. i believe my energies are closed off. they've said it was for my protection, for it my energies were open, i wouldnt be able to handle them, i'd be autistic. but yeah, i hate it when people are mean. thanks for the hugs.

well, i just feel like there are people who are on my frequency of energy, and i want to find them. people who share the love i have inside. i want them.