Keeping everything in a jouranl is certainly the best way to keep your info and also to know what means what.  So for me the eifell tower means the person is falling in love son.  A priest means I have connected witht he sitter real father whom is either deceased or the message pertain to the sitters father.  So there are many ways that symbols will mean something and its all diferent for everyone.  Its a good idea that when you get a symbol to write down what it measn to you and if it is accurate etc.

Goodluck and dont forget we all prgoress at different times in different ways sometimes it will go quick and slow down but no two people are the same.  do what resonates with you and your doing it the right way for you!

They say "curiousity killed the cat, satisfaction brought him back".
You look for things and at things all the time.  it might charge you up to see the unknown.  maybe you could say wow.  and it may only be temporary-you'd forget the paranoria and fear to have it all again.

Hey Rhonda,

First of all change your attitute towards the things you are experiancing.

for example, next time when you here your name think as if it is your beloved one who want totalk to  you, if it scares, take it as something comedy, for example, if you here Saaaaaaaarrrrrrrraaaaaaaaa.......then repeate it again  in a funny mannner.....soon you will find this situation very light and you will find that the experiance is worth.

Moreover Fear is a false expectation of unreal situations....

I think you are brave enough .......

hope things will work out for you.....by the wa can you tell me which book you read on the subject?

Thanks.