Should I give myself to nature and the universe? I often times have this feeling to just give my energy to the universe. One time I did it and almost died. I felt relief as I did it but I didn’t know if I should actually do it. I have been very lonely lately and I have wondered if I should just do it and not stop! This is odd and I would like to know that I am not alone. THIS IS NOT SUICIDE, I DID NOT USE A KNIFE OR ANYTHING, I JUST LET MY SPIRIT LEAVE MY BODY.

Hello britishfish,

I think I understand how you feel. The heaviness of energies can be like weights and fetters which you just want to slip out of. But these very energies may be your true strength, and you may be learning to balance and control them.

If we choose to just slip away into vastness without first coming into realization of the reasons why, we are giving up an opportunity and a gift. My insight is simply a suggestion based upon my own growth experiences.

When you feel lonely, or heavy... Be conscious! Bring your whole awareness into the moment, you can do this. And when (this is the important part) when you are fully aware of the present moment... Shock it with every thought of love, peace, happiness and beauty you can muster. The way to calm a negative wave, is to send an opposing wave into the energy field.

You are a great being, becoming greater every moment. This life is your gift. It is your opportunity to develop into the bright beautiful soul being that you already are, but you are still realizing it. Learn this power of transforming the darkness into light.

Om Shanti

Hi Britishfish,

I do not believe you would ever die doing this, I believe your just taking your soul to a different location one where you do not feel the physical emotions you do when inside your body.  This good feeling when doing it could mean you met up with higher energies or even deceased loved ones. Spiritalk or another could explain these travels much clearer than I ever could as they are not my particular areas.
I do although, would like to address your lonliness and low energy.  You are only 13 and its hard to understand that your emotions at this age are enormous, they are so big and heavy that it can be very frustrating trying to understand them and find a soulition to ease them or change them for the better.  
Do you have any close adults you could turn to at all.  A teacher, an older trusted sister or brother a friendly Aunty or Uncle?  It would be very good for you if you were able to express your feelings to someone who can understand and help you through this bump.  For I do not feel these feelings you have are ones that should be overlooked, I understand you do not feel you are commiting suicide but the feeling of just wanting to give up and let go is not one that should be left for too long.  Find a close friend and share your feelings you will find so many other teens your age will feel the same.  It is a difficult time especially if your are sensitive to psychic impressions etc
I'm sure your travelling will be explained a little better soon, take care

Thank you all for your concern

BF: If it was anything to do with giving up your physical/material life, it was not from a loving caring level of spirit realms.  We have a life for a purpose.  The idea that you feel you wish to end it is a serious concern for investigation.  

The flight you are contemplating is merely to a 'feel good' level instead of a love and light level that has so much more to offer.  The education and knowledge you need for this would be best put in place before the errant practice.