| britishfish wrote: |
| Should I give myself to nature and the universe? I often times have this feeling to just give my energy to the universe. One time I did it and almost died. I felt relief as I did it but I didn’t know if I should actually do it. I have been very lonely lately and I have wondered if I should just do it and not stop! This is odd and I would like to know that I am not alone. THIS IS NOT SUICIDE, I DID NOT USE A KNIFE OR ANYTHING, I JUST LET MY SPIRIT LEAVE MY BODY. |
Time comes when we all give us self to Nature or the Universe.
Even if it don't seems like that in young age, time fly fast and when the day comes when Nature start calling on you, you will feel it is way to soon.
I have only one advice for you, stop wondering and start living...do the best out of the time you are allowed to stay here.
Don't let other peoples wear you down, try to seek those who gives you positive energies.
f your age is right be aware that for the next 4-5 years you will have big mood swings due to your growth. This has nothing to do with your preferances only what we all must go true.
If it can be to any help, many of us feel that the world can be very hard, but if you manage to find the small pleasures you will also manage to carry those bigger setbacks.
After 63 years with "hard" work and "little money" I still feel my life have been worth living and I hope you will say the same when coming my age
Good luck to you ....to me you seems to be a clever fellow!