Glad you found help with all these wonderful suggestions. Sometimes it takes another to open our eyes to possibilities? Happy readings  xx

Your so right that it takes at times someone else to help with obvious ideas.  As a psychic your so invloved in helping others for the good of all and giving them direction and hope or messages if its lucky enough that you just forget or neglect on how to help yourself.

My psychic mentor Bob died on Jan the 13th and it shook me to the core.  He had been dying for a long time and I even knew what month he wouldnt make it to. I was writing an article for a spiritual magazine and was so excited as it was though him that they  asked me to contribute, so once i had submitted it 6 wks before they loved it and said it would go to print in Feb.  so I rung Bob and said I'm not going to meail it as I would liove for you to see it in print and he answered "I  cant wait to read it then"  It was then his guides told me that should i wait fo ir to be received in print it would be to late for he wouldnt make it to see feb.   It was hard knowing this information so I just said "oh look your so excited I'll send it to you via email so you can brag your the first to se it.  

Then 4 wks later I knew he passed when he arrived to me in spirit and wouldnt leave until I had written a final note to his partner (He knows I can do automatic writing and took well advantage of it, it was wonderful reading it after and  of course re-writing it neatly for his partner and then with the last word penned he withdrew.  Withdrew just like that........It was half an hour later I got the call saying my psychic twin had passed away.  I have grieved but feel blessed that I know he's moved on and is well and free of pain. I get the very odd brush of him the familiarity...

But with the loss it took away some of my confidence as I felt I would now have no-one to talk to and no-one who feels what I feel and 'fully- understand what it is like to be psychic /medium and not be labelled as a freak.  Although what others think of my profession really doesnt bother me at all just having someone who never doubted my impressions and could guide me through kind of gave me some reassurance.

So coming here is invaluable it is going to help me so much.   Already I really feel drawn to spiritalk and soon hope to read through all her posts to catch myself up with more wisdom!

AS for you your a gem lover so therefore lwe got some serious conversations to have mate!!!  hehe

I understand what your saying word for word.. Yes spiritalk is a " }~mom guide to me~{ " She just makes me feel so much better... BLACKCAT also.. Kittky Cat to me...lol
I don't know Gem, Just greeted them the other day... Seems very nice~!!
I hope you can find the happiness again deep inside. I know how that feels... I could feel your pain when you wrote this and smiling when you was through.... Hope to see more of you...

Nice meet you~!!  

I was re-reading your entry and Gems reply. I made business cards with quartz crystals attached to them.  I was thinking of making them as bookmarks with the quartz...

Quartz is said to structure, focus and amplify thoughts and information, transform and transmit energy,help with clarity, happiness and communication.

Do you have any quartz crystals?

I wrapped one in 14kt gold and I am wearing it as a necklace.  I made one for my daughter with silver.

I am going to try and attach some of the photos that show which ones I use.

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This is how I buy them... in a string.  I use one of these per bookmark/necklace.  Because they have smooth sides it makes for a good worry stone.