I must admit that I am a parent and when I was a teen, I thought I knew everything. Boy did that change. I have done everything from ouija boards to automatic writing. You have to be careful what you get into. My niece started fooling around with a ouija board when she was young and we couldn't get it away from her. We even took it miles away and threw it into the trash. When we got home the board was back with her.
That is why most parents want to watch out for their children, to protect them. It is good that your Mom is advising you on your journey. We all experiment to find our paths but sometimes the journey is not easy. Please think positively and learn but find your own truth. Not everything you read is true.
At your age the world seems full of adventure and fun. Don't be so serious that you forget to be young. Learn but feel inside what is right.
Listen to your own music.
