I have always been gifted, ever since I was a little child.  I guess it starts from when I was very young, I could hear voices.  And I didn't know what they were unti lI was told later, and I was also told to shut them off, and I did.  Later on, asI grew, I gained more and more psychic ability.  It waned and waxed as I grew to understand them.  When I was about 11, I learned I could sense and 'see' ghosts spirits and demons.  At first I was frightened, but later learned that there was nothing to be afraid of.  I hadn't seen demons then, only ghosts, but I had the ability, and was too frightened to try to see anything else.
As my psychic abilities grew, so did my spiritual gifts.  And it got to the point I could manefest things.  And I could see demons, and to this day they scare me.  But not all.

About 5 months ago, I learned that I could learn even more about psychic abilities and eager to know more and be better, I agreed.  And now, they won't go away! It's like all the time...  I have also changed strangely.  But now I can sense 10x better than before, and I can see, hear that much better.  the changing was in my mood and personality.  When people would say things, I would quip back with remarks I never even thought of before the rolled from my tongue.  I dont' want the gifts to go away, that's for sure, but if anyone could give me a hand in meditating, or tell me how to, that would be great, cause it is very difficult to have my mind on so many things at the same time.  I will not say what I had done to gain these extra insights and this different personality.

I know i Have guides.  3 of them as far as I have seen.  

Can someone tell me more about this?

As my psychic abilities grew, so did my spiritual gifts.   Please explain this remark.

When we have a talent, skill, ability it is important to find a good teacher as we practice to hone our own talents.  The psychic is no different.  As a do-it-yourself project on the internet information, there will be a lot to sift of the wheat from the chaffe.

Keeping the psychic abilities as a spiritual approach is the best step to taking charge.  As you take charge of the events and happenings, you are making it your talent and not a random aberation.

Contact me for some personal guidance and help.

Devinity i have to say, i do believe you have opened the door to something you may find you can no longer control in the months to come.

when i was very young and trying to find my "gifts" i started experiencing some confusion as to where to focus my learning, so i looked at many different avenues that seemed very xciting at the time (i now know this to be what is called dabbling) i even had a couple of "coverns" ask me to join them. They told me i was very powerfull and they needed me. (i declined as ive always been more of a loner) but i was still dabbling. I started to experience insomnia & nightmares that "freaked me out" to say the least and they were so vivid that i still have trouble fully believing they weren't real.

to cut a long story short...one night i believed i had woken from my sleep, only to find a door in my wall that was not there before i opened it cautiously...as i did, it flew wide open to reveal in front of me the whole of space with all kinds of beings big and powerfull (HUGE compared to me!!!) whooshing around all over space...then they started SEEING ME... one by one and i became terrified i suddenly realised i had opend the door to realms i had no knowledge or understanding of and there-fore NO protection against!!!

if you can see them they can see you...close the door (while you still can) and like spirit talk said HONE yr skills with a good teacher (of white light) learn to protect yrself before you open any more. yr gifts will never leave you but perhaps it would be a good idea to put them on hold for a while?

all the best