Vishwas, I will tell you a secret. (

Ha! This is the internet, I am telling the world!) But seriously.
This is the worst thing I ever did:
There was someone I desperately wanted to be with, and he loved me too but there were obstacles. I missed him so much, though, and I hardly ever got to see him. So my thoughts were with him constantly, and this went on and on. After about 2 years (!) of this, I began to find that when I woke in the morning, he would feel near; I could feel his energy, the way you do if you have spent time with someone and they have just left.
And then I started to find that I would wake early (not like me, usually I'm a zombie!), at around 5.30 a.m., just look at the clock, then go back to sleep. This went on happening, every morning or most mornings, I can't remember now. Anyway, there came one morning ...
I woke, looked at the clock, then lay back down. Suddenly, I became aware that he was lying beside me. I was just so pleased to be with him, so I turned and cuddled up to him. I don't remember it ending. But when I woke properly, he felt so close, and it was so real. I remember thinking, it doesn't matter if he doesn't come to see me down here, as long as I get to see him like this ...
The following morning, the same thing happened. I woke, looked at the clock, then lay back down. And suddenly became aware that he was lying beside me. But this time, when I turned to him, I looked at him and he was awake. I went to cuddle him, but he pushed me away. He said, "We shouldn't be doing this." I just smiled, and shrugged. I thought he meant we shouldn't be seeing each other because of the usual obstacles, but I think he meant "meeting in dreams".
I didn't see him for a couple of months or so, and there were no more dream meetings. But when I did see him, he seemed very agitated, and he said firmly, "I've been getting up very early, about 5 o'clock." Then he refused to talk about it any more. He doesn't know anything about "mystical" stuff, he thinks it's "witchcraft", by which he means Satanism.
Though there are other reasons, and other experiences, that is the biggest reason that I say, when you think about someone else, you are calling them ...
I do not know whether I could have done that if he hadn't had the same bond with me. But to concentrate for that long on one person - the bond would have to be very strong indeed, surely?
