In a small box belonging to Nanna
A picture of a little girl
Long dark hair pulled back by a bandana
Smiling and standing by the bull
The little girl was me

Looked back at the time stamp
Dated 1976
A year before I existed

To this day
Memory of my Gr-Grandpa the Medicine Man
His pet bull he let me feed
Reasons he would not cut his horns
Told me that it was mean
They tell me that I never met him

IMPOSSIBLE!

Moving Forward
The oddest picture yet
Me and my fiance one summer did find
During an outing to a very small town
Upon entering the 1st floor of a museum
A very old black and white
It was some kind of social

In the middle appears...
My partner's brother sitting next to me
To my right
Virgo-As she appeared 16 years ago
Scorpio-As she appeared 16 years ago
And my current partner
Along with a collection of familar faces
One maybe, but all four?

IMPOSSIBLE!

Scorpio calls me up said it was time for a road trip.
One way or another, we will get that photograph.
Right now it doesn't matter
Impossible reality!

I try to close my eyes
Only to see
The puzzle
Now again solved
What did I see that night
When all became a fright
Not knowing where or whom to turn
Even that I cannot tell


What I can say
There where two spirits
One male one female
Female asked if they should show me the truth
The male responded I was not ready
He was right

The TV played along with the computer
It kept on jumping back and forth
Freaked out I tried to call out
No dial tone
Running to the TV I could not believe
Went to CNN.com to confirm
It said the same as the TV
Oh My God
What has become of me

Loaded up the kids
Went for a long drive
Afraid to return home
Afraid for our lives
I cried for hours
As I drove around in circles

Then they started coming
Slowing down at the house
Some even stoped and waited
I stood guard
Awake for nights upon nights

I was fully charged
Electrical mishaps
Headlights went crazy
Dashboard lights flickered
Not one, but both of the cars

Lights and electical appliances
All went goofy in the house
My cats coward when I tried to touch them
My best friend's cat who adored me began to hiss

I freaked the hell out
Sobbing and shaking
Partner dazed and confused
Out of character
I do not frighten so easily

Then I bravely ventured out again
Only to freak out
Some were trying to wave me to follow
I said Hell No

Jumping in scalding hot baths
Trying to warm my body
I was  cold
So very cold

Scrubing and cleaning
I just had to clean

Scared me to speak in riddles
Making no sense

Over and under
Through my mind
Riddles and Puzzles

All right he had enough
Holding my hand he had me sign in
Enter the loonie bin

I choose to go loopy
Still having a hard time dealing
It was just a little too much
That which triggered me
I share with no one

It was enough to open my eyes
To open my ears
Awaken all senses

Tearfully I shake my head
I whisper, no it cannot be
Afraid so love
That is what they told me

No, I cannot bear it
I don't want to know

You know me
I analized it to death
1000 times at least
Nothing is adding up

Lossing hope
I turn within
Soon to shut down

Just wanted to tell you
That I never stopped believing

I'm a skeptic
Even when it slaps me in the face
I won't buy it

Right now I am in denial