Laying there
               so frightened
No expression on your face
                a tear falls
A ghostly complexion I see
                a wimper pushes through the tears
I know that it's not realyl you
                the sound around me scares me the sobs, cries, and screams
Your lips so plush
Where life would once flow
Now are thin and purple
No life will come
                 the sadness I feel is overwhelming
                 I cry harsh breathless sobs
                 as the memories rush through so fast
Do you remember when we met?
Do you remember the song you sang for me?
The song was so sweet
                  it was from you for me
The words a blur as I remember
Tellin you to stop
So bull-headed, you would not quit
That's how I fell for you
                   the fantasies in my mind
                   how these things could have been
                             You could have been the one
                             to hold me ever so tightly
                             upon the sand or you could
                             have been the one to go
                             seashell hunting on the beach
                             Barefoot in the dark
                    I wonder if your fine
How you have obtained this new life of death
                    I wonder if I'll keep the memory of you
                    Eventhough I blame myself

                    I wonder