Taken and pasted from my blog.  Before my lil melt down.

THE INSIDE JOKE

I was hurt to know.

By over protecting me you caused rebellion.

By not watching you caused me to lesson.

Just another riddle I suppose.

The question would be does she still know.

For years laughed and scorned.

Riddles are the only way.

Do you not see

Then thats okay

It was not ment to be

Innocence your gift

Which many forgot

My loves I remember

Not on page

Not in wind

Not in the very picture you see in

Not in many ways

This I am certain

That I write you poetry

Only to be forgotten

Anything I read I erase

Only to find

Another place another time

For me to find the words

What I could've seen

Not so much

Newer balance inbetween

Me, Myself, and I

Forgotten till now

Before I was frightened

And ran

Dreams of infection

Yours or of mine

This I have gotten

Before the land slide

Trust in heart when all else

Weigh with justice of scales

Does it feel out of place

Lacking of substance and of worth

Laugh! Feel that joy.

Dismiss your mind, only to find

When you need it You simply replaced it

I didn't get confused

There are lessons in lessons

Time to go to sleep

To wake up renewed

There is alot of work to do

I see the TV I am not blind

Although I think the change over is a waste of time.

Buy a box to put in a box?

My TV works just fine

Working myself needing to rest

All in tomorrow

We shall be fine

Hope always remains

Last in line