when have i ever shy-ed away from the truth, me who can be brutally honest in trying to make people see what's in front of them.
you are right, this i know. i would probably have said the same thing. it's hard to look within sometimes. but i think i'm finally starting to come back around. it's all a inside job, granted life throws a lot of fire balls at you, but isn't that what life is about. trying to find a little joy and peace in a really messed up world. for me it is. and trying to do my best no matter what. i have lost sight of this, and somewhere along the way stopped trying. not the first time, and i'm sure not the last time. but it's in the recognizing of it, that i think true growth comes to someone. i can't say what tomorrow will bring. yesterday is history, and tomorrow's a mystery. so i guess I'll stay in today, and do the best i possible can. i do believe i will try to help another, or show a little compassion for my peers. that's the best way i know how to get out of self.

peace to u rhutobello, and everyone else.
blackcat

I am so happy you feel better BlackCat....

love and rainbows

Raka