I totally know how you feel. I have heard words screamed at me in my own head. I thought I was just going crazy. It seems to be more intense when I am high, that is why I stopped smoking. I could never smoke with people because I always felt like I could hear their thoughts and it was a very uncomfortable feeling. I felt like they knew that I knew, it was just weird. I know it's hard to explain. I understand what you mean, but it is also hard for me to explain, lol. I have turned down the volume as well. I wonder how this can be used positively. I think it will take a lot of practice and understanding, but I'm not sure I want to go through that again. I am a very peaceful person, if anything negative is said about me, I just feel horrible about myself. I am definitely too hard on myself.

I don't use drugs very often. I'm still young and I like to experiment I guess. I won't do anything that is man made or that will kill your brain. I have tried meditation but it is hard for me. I have too many thoughts going through my head. It has only worked for me once. I wait until I am very tired and I lay in bed and try to relax my mind. It seems when I am tired, my mind isn't in overdrive. What methods did you find for yourself?

Yes, It is in my chart as well. I don't know how it works either, lol. What is your rising sign and moon sign? My rising is Leo and moon is Virgo.

I too wonder how this could be used for the good.  If you believe what is written of long ago, I guess we were all interconnected via telepathy.  Now where did I see that?  I forgot.

I am rather strange.  I listen to my favorite hard, heavy, fast music.  Dunno, like I can hit that vibration easier than if I listened to the typical relax music.  Although I will listen to slow music for different needs, such as when I feel stressed, etc.  But when I wish to tap in, I use this fast beat music. Perhaps it is because my mind moves quickly too, always thinking...finding a beat that keeps in synch.  Hard to explain.  Have you tried this method? I was curious, since it appears that your mind is going like mine..which is nonstop.  Wonder if that is why certain music will help others meditate, while others it will not.  

My Moon is Pisces, My Asc. is Sag.  

Thanks for sharing your experience with telepathy.  I know how you feel that somehow they know.  That part I am not sure, perhaps in our inexperience while others can tippy toe, and I still know! Anyways we might be moving around like elephants, bringing notice that we are reading them...since we haven't learned to control it fully.  Have you researched this?  Might help you feel more comfortable the next time you choose to turn the volume up.  It sounds like yours is a bit more intune than mine.  Mine isn't as often as what you described.  And has more empathy linked with telepathy.  This is very interesting!

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I do believe that we are all interconnected via telepathy. I think maybe some people don't know what to make of it or just don't understand it. I have also seen that, I forgot as well, lol. I have read somewhere that tribes often use telepathy to communicate, that's where I heard it.

I am very strange as well, I am strange when it comes to being around people. I am so socially awkward, It's like I don't know how to be a social human being. I am more intuitive and speak through actions. I also like hard, heavy music. My favorite band is Tool. I like songs that sing about life but make it kind of hard to decipher. I like songs that make me think about their meaning. I have tried music to meditate but it just gives my mind something else to wander about, lol. I'd rather do it in silence.

Well, thanks for responding. It is nice to know that there is someone that can relate . I haven't researched it, but I will now, hehe. Do you ever think you may be psychic? I have that feeling sometimes.

I believe we are all psychic.  Some more intune with areas than others. History was the subject I was naturally gifted in. I had to struggle to comprehend Math.  Dowsing and Empathy are my natural first nature gifts, while I am struggling with other fields.  Does that make any sense?

So yes you are psychic.  Which field comes more natural will vary from the next.  

And I like Tool. ;) Although not the best for meditation! haha.  Oh heavens no.  I was talking about music like that without the lyrics. I get distracted by the lyrics too.

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I struggled very much with math as well, I am still not very good at it, lol. History was also a subject that I liked. It just depended on what history it was. Makes perfect sense, no worries, haha

Tool is not the music you want for meditation at all, lol. I didn't know you meant music without lyrics. In that case, I love music that starts slow and gradually picks up. As if the emotion starts out sorrow like and comes on with some real emotion, when it becomes loud. That is my favorite kind of music. It has to have emotion to it.