can you tell me what is my future past and present

Dream, dream, dream, all I ever do is dream (line from a song).  You have a positive attitude about dream and it will happen.  But it has been sorely tried lately.  All your dreams seem to have turned to dust.  It is the energy of 2011.  Looking forward to 2012 you will have so much more to focus on and manifest in your life.  You are about to open up into career, love, money, emotional maturity.

There is a young friend around you who may be seeing your attentions as more than they are worth.  Be gentle and stop being quite so nice, til he gets it that you are free to date others.  Just be aware of his feelings and don't hurt them for the sake of your own heart.

I see you 'putting your best foot forward' and this means a new adventure (work related) that will lead to so much more.  You are not satisfied with all the conditions of the work, but it will manifest both a learning experience as well as a new direction over time.

Watch where you step and don't lead with the right foot.