im lost and trying to figure myself out. any help would be very appriciated! thankyou so much

You are not lost - you just have too many options.  Choosing from too many directions can be as debilitating as not having any options.  They can be confused.  

Sit quiet and listen to the inner voice that is showing you all the options.  It cannot choose to take the steps necessary to fulfil your life, it can only suggest directions.  But you must be willing to move to gain all that is on offer.

Discontent in the mind, is like pain in the body - it is just telling you to do 'something'.  You have shot down all options so far, your ship is coming into harbour, stop turning the cannons on it.  While not all options look beneficial, you will find lessons of life in any or all of the options before you.

The new energy of our times is change.  Finding your feet will not be an option til you change direction and see all that is available.  It is an age of spirituality and you need to find yours among the fray of living.

Please take this latest pic down.  No unsolicited reading will be done.  A request for reading in any venue is personal to yourself.  

Oh, and stop giving your power away!  YOU can make the decision to move or not on any option that enters your life.  Even remaining still is an option.  Choose for yourself - there are not wrong choices because you are making them for yourself.  Allowing others that privilege diminishes your power of choice, but not the consequences, which will be all yours.