I would like to have a reading. Thank you  

'Smile though your heart is breaking' (line from a song) describes you to a T.  You smile through it all.  No one can really know you are hurt.  Sometimes this saves you, but there are times, you would like to be cuddled and just give it all away.  Perhaps scream or cry.  

There seems to be a current hurt.  I got the feeling of someone who is just careless and thoughtless saying things to and about you that are hurtful.  I don't know what they expect, but it wasn't that you would smile and take it.  Perhaps they were setting up a confrontation which you absolutely abhor.  BTW it is best your approach - they will lose power and steam eventually.  Confrontation would bring about too many issues to resolve.

Moving on (and that is just what you must do) will bring about some sincere smiles and joys.  Do not remain 'stuck' in the hurt.  Rise above all issues and find your own joy.  No one else will ever supply the joy you find for yourself.  

Job front - move on.
Relationship front - move on.

It just feels like a real journey is opening - watch for the doorways to the future and peace and happiness will be yours.  Staying and trying to fix what is broken, will only bring more pain.

Spriritalk,

thank you so much for your reading. Everything you said is so very true. It got to the point that I was avoiding my family and friends. I just could not take it anymore.
I am going to follow your advise.

Thank you again

P.S. “Smile” by Charlie Chaplin is one of my favorite songs

Wow sweetie, you gave me a headache.  I was like...I know this person; then I remembered I gave you your last reading ;) .  So how you been sweetie?  Your smile on your face says soooommmmething good happened ;) give me the skinny.  Unfortunately, I do not have the gift of telling the future, for me the eyes are windows to the soul...literally, so I can only see the past and help and encourage you to learn from your mistakes to change your destinies.  I regret to tell you this reading will be less intuitive than the last as I see the same (is how I knew you, lol).  I am picking up on a child this time.  There is a child that you are very very VERY close to.  This is a soul mate, your souls travel together.  I'm not getting alot of activity with this child, so I am unsure if the child is still in the womb or very new (no more than 1 1/2 I think).  I'm getting a strong maternal protection to your aura, like you try to shield it like it's your own, (it is your own, it is your soul mate).  Because you are being re-united with a soul from the past, and deep down you know it, I can't quite put my finger on....did you have a child or a relative or a really close friend....or is someone near you pregnant?  You have .. wow.. like a tiger feeling, like if you touch this child I'll skin you alive type of protection around you.  

Now, let me tell you a fact that is often over looked.  When I say "soul mate", I do not mean that in a past life this was your lover.  Soul mates are not necessarily romantic attachments, is merely someone that is tagged with your soul.  It's not a mericle that this happens, but from what I have seen, it is rare to have it returned as such.  This child was yours in your past life, I'm picking up 2 previous lives, and a distant relative in another.  If this child is not yours in this life (as I have already stated your maternal instincts are clouding my perception), you will always be a mentor and probably more influential than the mother.  I don't know if this is making sense to you hun, I'm getting a headache trying to see through the fog of it.  All I can say for sure is that your maternal instincts are very very prominent with this child.

Hello, IannaFae. Sorry, I gave you a headache . Unfortunately, I do not have children of my own. I always wanted them, it just did not happened for me. My cousin, however, just had a baby boy last month. She has three boys who are very dear to me.  
And beleive me I learn from my past big time

Thank you for your reading