Here is a picture of myself.

Beautiful smile that goes all the way to he eyes, which means you have a capacity to live in the spirit.  The eyes are guarded.  As they are seen to be windows to your soul, you feel the need for protection against too much more.  You will smile even when you feel the tears.  You always put your best face forward.  These are admiral qualities but can be hard on your own spirit.

A lot of changing energies around you and you are trying to hold your ground.  You don't handle change well and yet that is all life guarantees for us.  You are going to have to release some of your hold on things no longer viable.  I like the phrase: This too will pass.  When you are happy and joyful remember this too will pass.  When the tears come and you are hurt, remember this too will pass.  In that way you can flow with the lessons and not get caught up in the drama that produced the lessons of life.  Take the value not the drama and go onward and upward.

As the new direction enters your life, first know you are capable of handling anything you set your mind to - others will put you down - don't help them with your own attitude.  This feels like a career/job change.  Go for the moon, because even if you miss you are still among the stars.