on  the train ..............

I have you saying "enough now".. your tired, frustrated.. just enough.

You dont look for trouble, in fact you avoid it when you can, but its got a habit of finding you.

So many arguments, why cant people just talk.. actually more exactly why dont people just listen... why dont people care about each other like they should.

our often disappointed by people, feel used even. You give.. in fact you lay yourself vulnerable to others, but seem to have very little in return. Its confusing.. you have stopped trying to work it out, wish you could stop caring too.. but you cant.. your not like that.
No mater how many times you get burned you wil always hold out your hand or lend a shoulder to another human in need.

You have stopped wondering where you belong, discovered/ discovering the answer to that is within.

Your a good man, a loyal friend.. a better man than you give yourself credit for... thoughtful and absolutely honest.
lol. even brutal honest sometimes.. might explain some of the arguments that follow you.. just let folk have their say and keep what you know as the truth in your heart.
You cant change them, or force them to see it your way...less stress that way

Do you have a large, lazy dog with big eyes ? sits up on the lounge beside you.. honestly if you dont have a dog you should look for one in an animal shelter.. I feel you connecting on a soul level with him.

My first impression from the pic was that you have been/ are going through a bit turmoil lately, like you feeling tired. I also got the feeling that you have been feeling a bit "not good enough" because of this?
I feel sadness in my heart as well. I also get the impression that you are a strong person, and hold your feelings inside you a bit.
I get a feeling that there is something better than your current situation, and that you have all reasons to be positive. I feel something will solve itself.
Don't know if any of this is helpful for you, just what I got hehe:)

why aren't I getting an email telling me about a reply?? I did change my settings.

lets try again ...

Soooo TRUE , indeed so totaly accurate.

tired beyond all my doctors visits ....
Yes I avoid conflict....and when I drank it found me.   No more.

Sadly YES I have stopped caring a bit ... but can never absolutely ... its my type A , extrovert, help people, share knowledge spirit ... GIVE GIVE

YUP ~~~ been burned, keep giving,  but have finally stopped.  yes, I feel off, because I am programmed to keep forgiving and keep giving, but recently a child hood friend angered me so that I stopped.

I will always lend a shoulder still .. all else you say is spot on, true.

Good read.
ps ~  did you notice my hands?

quote="StormGirl Blue"]I have you saying "enough now".. your tired, frustrated.. just enough.

You dont look for trouble, in fact you avoid it when you can, but its got a habit of finding you.

So many arguments, why cant people just talk.. actually more exactly why dont people just listen... why dont people care about each other like they should.

our often disappointed by people, feel used even. You give.. in fact you lay yourself vulnerable to others, but seem to have very little in return. Its confusing.. you have stopped trying to work it out, wish you could stop caring too.. but you cant.. your not like that.
No mater how many times you get burned you wil always hold out your hand or lend a shoulder to another human in need.

You have stopped wondering where you belong, discovered/ discovering the answer to that is within.

Your a good man, a loyal friend.. a better man than you give yourself credit for... thoughtful and absolutely honest.
lol. even brutal honest sometimes.. might explain some of the arguments that follow you.. just let folk have their say and keep what you know as the truth in your heart.
You cant change them, or force them to see it your way...less stress that way

Do you have a large, lazy dog with big eyes ? sits up on the lounge beside you.. honestly if you dont have a dog you should look for one in an animal shelter.. I feel you connecting on a soul level with him.[/quote]