Dear Spiritalk thanks for your reading.
But i don't understand a part of it. If you have spare time can you tell me more about what you mean.
Yes i'm a nature person and sometimes they give me a sort of feeling which i can't really describe into words. In the past, i nearly lost my life in a car accident but i was saved without any injuries. Something strange happened at that time, beyond reasoning and human logic... and i guess i was saved by nature.
Is there any bad things or any problems that can happened by relating with it that much?
Yes you are very accurate also. This year will be one of most important year in my life, i have a job offering that can give me a chance in the future to be one of important person in my field but yet the journey there is very hard and i don't really think i still have that much energy to keep my self on track. As i rely so much in my intuition and instinct, i always feel that this position not really suitable for me somehow. And about my relationship, i will take what you said as a precaution, thanks

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