Laura..
as usual SpiritTalk has done an awesome reading for you..
What I have to say is based on your comment
" I have a lot to learn"
Learn this now..
knowing that makes you one smart lady with an awesome future..
It took me to be 40 before I knew that was the truth..... at any age

you go on and create the life you want !. no limits .. Just have fun doing it..the fact that you know we never stop learning is a gift in itself
We dont become awesome despite of our challenges... its because of them.