do see anything about my love life?

There seems to be a veil on the eyes.  Perhaps you have seen too much pain and suffering?  Perhaps you need to protect yourself for the time being from any of the experiences
that have brought that pain home to roost?  Watching suffering and not being involved is very difficult.  Even when it is not ours to carry, we tend to open to care when our loved
ones experience the pains of growth - some can be very intense.

This can sometimes make us a bit cynical, but it has not.  You are still in the mode of seeking love.  The natural law states that which we give out will return, multiplied.  There is
a feeling of it being your time to experience the return.  You have sent out a lot of love and it is returning on so many levels and fronts.  

You reach out with one hand and push away with the other.  Be sure what you want in your life.  Love is knocking on the door, you just have to open to it.