I feel so gloomy lately... Just want to know what do you see from my pic... Tx

Hi Fisk..
I have you waiting, waiting, waiting..
wondering if the opportunity has past you by.
anxious about time..
patient and trusting in the universe to deliver what is good for you.. but heck.. you wish it would hurry up and make it clear..
Your looking back.. "was that it! "....

Im getting an imbalanced feeling.. your not doing enough of something.... have you remembered to play today!.. when was the last time you did anything just for the fun.. play is a essential to our well being as work.
Work, rest and play.. mind, body and soul.. yin and yang

if your serious about getting on top of this gloom feeling you should look at balance in your life.. find something to bring some harmony, excersize the body and the mind.. play some work some..
Its up to you to create a weekly/daily plan that includes a balanced routine.

sit down and look to see what is causing this imbalance and change it.

@strom girl... tx for the reading... Yes you read what i think lately ^^
I forget how to play... i forget how to feel happy. May be i'm just too tired... for something that might be not that worthy...

(((((((((Fisk))))))))))
Love to you.
someone once pointed out to me.. it was meant as an insult at the time but it is very true.. people look for psychics to tell them things they already know
but dont want to know they know..
lol.. Thats actually a fact.. .
Time for you to take the bull by the horns and be pro active in getting out of the null before it starts to affects your health.

Play / recreation is not an option, it honestly is an essential element...

That you have neglected to ensure this balance for so long you have found yourself in that never ending cycle of being too gloomy to do anything about it..

I am happy to work on this with you if you like.. ie help you to explore options and find ways to implement them..

May I suggest a way for you to be able to justify it to yourself that considering a community volunteer project you could join up with
that might offer the opportunity to be doing  something you find interesting..
I dont know what this is yet... so starting a list of things you would like to do for fun ( dont think of community volunteering at this point.. the list is just things you enjoy doing, or think you might like to try ).. then we can go from there..

I actually started replying to your post last night but deleted what I wrote then not making much sense to me..
There seemed to be a mother or grandmother figure that wanted to tell you she wished she was sassy like you, but instead seemingly chastised you for it, thinking it was going to get you in trouble one day... secretly she was glad you are like that, thats how she is inside..
 I cant remember everything I wrote, but I think I was gong off track, neither could I verify I was on target.

You are inscrutible.  You are calm, pleasant, smile on the outside, no matter what is happening on the inside.  And the inside seems to be in turmoil.  It is not that you don't know what you want, so much as getting a little tired of the trials it takes to reach it.  

You are nearly there!  The goal is in sight!  And the light at the end of the tunnel is drawing close (and its not an oncoming train - stop the negativity) .  Keep the positive in place for it to unfold.  It is your time coming up.

A relationship is hanging fire.  If you are really concerned, you will 'fish or cut bate' (means:  go for it or let it go).  No fears, no hang up, no amount of thought will get it done.  

Go with the heart on this one.  But eventually it will require some tough love of communication and results.  Be prepared to be disappointed.  But strive for the moon, after all, even if you miss, you will still be among the stars.

Your perfectionist nature expects others to be the same.  Some people are happy in the mundane ways.  In all things in life relax and allow life to unfold a little.  You are not atlas to carry the world on your shoulders.