what can you tell me?

I am not a reader or an expert...just a regular gal.

Looking at you I see someone who wants to be happy but, is not. I tend to get a feeling it might have something to do with your current relationship? You should probably re-evaluate and move on.

if i am for real? what do you mean? is BLUE suppose to be meaningful?

re-evaluate my relationship with him? you dont think i should keep talking to him?

Sorry about the blue thing, that is for the intuitive ones out there and part of my automatic signature...

I set you a PM, I only mean that you should re-evaluate where you are at in your life now, live, laugh and love...in that order. Happiness is in yourself and when you are content with that, everything falls into place. When you are looking everywhere else, it is a force that reeks disaster. RELAX, enjoy this time but, enjoy who you are the most.  That is what will make you intoxicating!

Hi again Allie..
Im sorry I didn't post on this earlier.. I do remember looking
ok..
First up I see someone that is a little afraid with a deep inner insecurity..
I feel like Im looking at that popular myspace badge that reads.. "I built a wall around me not to keep everyone out but to see who cares enough to climb over it.. "

I believe your fear is recent past related.. ie you were something for someone to conquest over.. like someone allowed you to believe in them because it made them feel good.
They didn't see inside of you, because if he did he'd just have melted. Thoughtful,  caring, wanting to love and ready to be loved..

BUT.. you are in a new era now..
The world is opening up for you. I dont think your forever man is here now, but a very very very good friend is...
I  could be wrong about that.. but there is a physical distance that is making it a bit "tricky"
With this one.. yes talk about yourself and your fears, learn to give again.
relax. you do not have to feel alone, and new connections DO have value to you regardless of what directions your paths may go in the future.

Dont be in a hurry to make tomorrow happen today.

lol.. I know you are 20.. but I get some purity thing.. like a blossom ready to open.. something Id expect to be feeling in a younger teen. ..
positive changes in your life are developing... like you have gone through pupity and about to begin another.. yea I l know that sounds odd.. it does to me alo.. its just what is coming though at the moment.  Is there any reason you are getting another chance of been a teen ?..lol

 I am also getting that you dont like mystery in your life.. you need to define everything.. you believe there is a reason for everything and have to know it.. dont like the unknown so much.. Allow room for mystery in your life..

I fully expect you to say no way to this.. but I get a connection to old Egypt.. some acting maybe..lol..Im trying to fit in an Egyptian Goddess

Kudos to Kimeez..
this does fit.


Shine on Allie