what can you tell me?

You are reaching out for love with all the longing of your heart.  And then the fears from the past set in.  You have been deeply hurt and don't trust too much yet.  Perhaps a little more healing would make it better.

Forgive the situation, long before you forgive or forget the person.  They are not worth this much of your energy.  You opened yourself to love and your heart felt crushed by its weight.  Do not let this define the rest of your life.

The eyes tell a tale of pain and suffering.  But it is merely your surface response to deeper issues.  If you close the doorway to others, you will close yourself off from actually living.  Life is an adventure to be challenged and loved for yourself.  

Put away all those fears, empower yourself, then all who enter will know your strengths and not your weaknesses.  You fear so many things right now because you have not faced down what is most important to you and allowed yourself to love and care.

There is someone in your atmosphere who is as fearful as you just waiting to see an opening.  When you give it you just may find the love of your life waiting.