The eyes seem to have seen a lot of pain and suffering.  Personally you have been disappointed and hurt.  'This, too, will pass' is the best can be said.  

Don't hold on to the pains of the past, they don't serve you.  But do remember any lessons from the experience, that, too can serve you for the future.

You are redesigning the path you want to take.  The dreams of your past are no longer serving you.  Seek out new directions with other talents and skills at your disposal.  Do not dismiss all your dreams for one that did not happen the way you would have liked.  Be open to new experiences.

When we look out upon the world with negativity that is what we will find.  When we are positive in approach, that is what we will find.  Turn your life around right now so that all those opportunities for your own best good can come into view.  You are only seeing failure, not your success.

It was Edison who said (paraphrased) that there were no failures only experiences on the way to success.  Watch for your successes now.

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The natural law states how we think we will attract into our life.  You are in a place of negativity.  That is what has you dismissing God and all that means to you.  

There was a time you called upon God and did not feel fulfilled in the experience.  So be it!  God as love is long suffering and patient for our love.

God does not chase our love, God merely stands by to accept it.  God works with what we send and sends it back in full measure.

So in the meantime trust and love yourself.  In this will be your successes.  There are many to come.  Just be open to attract what is more important to you in full measure.  Our success is always written - listen to the heart.

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