The contemplative stance you have shown in this picture goes to a deeper level of your being.  You think things through - you could never be accused of jumping in where angels fear to tread.  

And yet, there has been some relationship that you have taken that leap of faith.  And you have been disappointed.  

Back to the drawing board.  From now on you have vowed to stick to the contemplation rather than the jump.  

But then again, where is the adventure!  You are at a stage where you are thinking life is for the adventure.  And you are willing and ready to enter an adventure to learn and grow.  

Be open and available to all that is happening in your life - it just may be what you are ready to seek.  There is a new energy of awakening happening in the fall - when the leaves come down - for those of us in Northern climes.  

There is beauty and energy in the deep fall colors of yellow, orange, red, brown, green.  What do these colors mean to you?

In the meantime something is happening in your life to allow the new energies to redesign your life.  There are new relationships just waiting to open and new career paths on the offing.  Be alive and aware of new energies coming in and go with the flow!

This is your time to grow.  Do not accept the dross, go for the gold!  Don't get passed by while you are too contemplative rather than willing to go for the adventure.