Hi Tenshi..
I only reply here for your request for further information request.
Relationships:.. are going though changes.. but this isa good thing. to tell you the truth I don't think he is the one you will be with when your in your 30's.. but keep in mind, that changes are not easy, especially for someone that likes her comfort and has created a habit of being in this specific relationship.
I also support Spirit talk and Tisk here..

hey, you need to enjoy this above all. Dont let fear take the fun out of it. So long as you are immersed in a subject that stimulates you shine with it girl.
You may find the subject a chore of you are more worried about marks and where you stand among your class peers.. BUT..grades dont get you the work. enthusiasm and being the girl the interviewer kind of liked will work for you.
Im ordering less stress and more fun from your menu.