Hate to ask for something so early in the game, but maybe it will be better for those who want to know more about me as well.
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Practicing your vampire look - trying to look menacing - seeing vampires as creatures of the night, fangs, drinking blood creatures.  Remember Hollywood (the movies, media) takes artistic license with all things.

The eyes are kind and caring.  They try to mask these qualities for the menacing look.  But the soul knows it must express its spirit.  

You are following someone else's lead rather than examining the whole idea for yourself.  Does it satisfy your soul?  The answer to this lies in your own heart.  But it is certainly unsettled at present while you figure it out.

There is a deep hurt in the eyes that needs some healing before you can move forward.  Do not make one rejection your whole life.  There is so much more for you if you remain open to love.  

Do not wear your heart on your sleeve.  But do be ready to love when the opportunities arise.  Feeling things deeply may be causing some trauma.  Try a little protection - not walls but filters.