look into my eyes tell me what u see

i been through a lot but things wont go on like this forever

You seem dissatisfied and unhappy, or discontent at least. Maybe you are searching for more in life, or looking for deeper, more trusting and meaningful connections. Or looking for more meaning in life. Or simply wondering, What more? Where is it? You seem like you are seeking, questioning, and also yearning for some understanding and more powerful emotional connections in your life. You're probably having Pluto affect you heavily at the moment, or else maybe you already have some Scorpio in you (maybe Scorpio rising?) In any case, I sense that you want more depth in your life, or more meaning. Or more people who understand you and want to share their life with you (who you can trust).

your right im not happpy with my life im leaving to tx soon

Yeah I can sense that you want change. But don't worry, that's a good thing, because it means you are getting honest with what it really is that you want and need for yourself. Everybody goes through these periods, some people are more intense than others, depending on how emotional you are (water signs in your chart) or how intense or impatient you are (fire signs) and also probably your eighth house influence (planets in your eighth house? a lot= lots of this stuff) or also where you have Pluto in your chart. If you can figure out which house of your chart Pluto is transiting right now, that will tell you a lot about where you are undergoing change, or seeking some truth, and also look to how Pluto (in early degrees of Capricorn) is aspecting your natal planets. Harsh aspects can feel rough.
Just keep working at finding whatever it is you need to make yourself happy, and eventually you will find it. Just don't give up because it takes time, it is a process.
Take care to make sure you are meeting your own needs properly (don't blame others or expect others to fill the void)
Blessings & Good Luck. Remember to enjoy life, even the hard times, because it will get better and it's all special! You can't go back in time!
Life is an adventure...

wait lol will i get the change am looking for ?