Thank you for the reading, spiritalk.
I try to recall if I started something new since July... A personal blog which I spent a lot of time on is all I can think about. It is a space where I collect inspiring stuff.
(Just checked my journal around the date when this photo was taken. I believe I was in a good and optimistic

condition ! )
There were some ideas of studies and jobs coming from family and friends but I didn't take action until recently.
Actually I have been doing nothing for a while. As you said, I will see what is offered and then decide to accept or reject but I don't aim to achieve anything at the moment. Not sure if it is because I am waiting for something/someone, for example, a sign, to wake me up from sleepwalking. Recently, I thought a long time wish had come true but it turned out to be a heartbroken dream. Can it be counted as one of the fast and furious things? Feel like losing connection with something very important. However, it has made me more aware of what I say and do will affect others.
I have been told by friends that I am naive. Hmmm perhaps it is because of the lack of life experience. It is interesting that you mentioned face value. Everytime I begin to conjectured that there might be a motive or different meanings hiding behind others' action and words, it drives me crazy and it has become an issue, lol. Also, from that I know how wicked and obsessive I can be
Just curious, if I provide a more recent photo, will you see different things from me?