Hello everyone,

Can anyone help me to see my future? Actually, i'm doing some changes in the way of life. And i've been practicing meditation for about 6 moths... I feel healthier and more balance. The thing is that i still easily fall in depresion and don't know how to fix it...

I've requested a picture reading a few months ago... I want to see if there is any progress right now.

BTW forgive me that my english not good because english is not my primary languange.

Tx for your kind help

Hi there just first off I am not a professional psychic, just trying to test my psychic abilities.

When I first looked at your picture I felt that there was sadness in you and that the smile on the photo was forced. You seem sort of vulnerable.
That's who I feel you are.

Then a dragon came to mind which is a symbol of luck.

Then saw a reflection of a spiral next to your head, to your left (right side on the pic), so I took it as a symbol describing your path, googled it online and the first link I clicked provided the following information:

A few spiral meaning keywords to start our spin around spiral symbolism:

   * Balance
   * Progress
   * Direction
   * Initiation
   * Centering
   * Expanding
   * Awareness
   * Connection
   * Journeying
   * Development

Perhaps it’s most prolific appearance is in Celtic symbology where we see the spirals decorating a myriad of their ancient artifacts. In Celtic art and symbolism, we can intuit a few meanings from the forcefully present spiral:

   * Evolution and holistic growth
   * Letting go, surrender, release
   * Awareness of the one within the context of the whole
   * Connectivity and union with deific (deistic) and cosmic energies
   * Revolutions of time, stars, planets and the way of natural progress

You titled your post "in evolution" and that's what I got from your picture =) Looks like whatever you are doing is right. Being on this forum is a great step to expand your holistic knowledge as well as increase your spiritual well-being.

One great thing to do in a case of depression is to find a purpose in life. If you have a purpose, suicidal thoughts become redundant. In helping others you can find happiness and also attract it into your own life. Create some positive affirmations for yourself and keep reminding yourself of all the positive traits that are within yourself. Also find positive traits in others and let them know that you have noticed. Keep asking questions, ask where you are really from, what gifts you have, what steps to take next and then be open for the answers... not only on here but in life... watch your surroundings for clues, don't force it, it will come to you!
While I write this I feel abundant chi, I think it's not just mine, it's yours, too and you have much potential.

OK I just let this flow out of my mind and into my hands, typing it down... let me know what you think...

Oh something else just popped into my mind... when you draw a spiral... you see how it expands... it signifies growth in yourself...

Lastly, I found I only really looked at the beginning of the web page and now as I looked closer it is quite interesting and might provide more insight. I will pm you the link.

tx PetraVanilla for your reading... it will be a relieve though that i step in  the right path...
BTW the sadness part is true in the most part... for all this year, i never really feel happy, not like by how people describe it...
In my adolescent years, once i have a suicidal thought but i overcome all of it... changing my life path, direction, and insight for many times
when i was young, i always think that i'm just too old for my age
and guess what, now i'm a psychiatrist resident in my country... mental and the health it self draws me much...

i help other people to find balance in their life... and by doing that i feel a relieve... sometimes i just feel it as ironic though =)
in most part i feel like, i'm a bad guy who pretend to be a good guy... and still in progress to overcome that rooten part
but it's really a temptation though ;D

once my path crossed with so many people that teach me how to grow... i guess i'm just lucky
one of this person teach me to do meditation... and now i'm practicing it almost everyday

PS : i'm reading about spiral symbolism just like what you describe here and it's a very funny coincidence that i draw so many spiral today during a lecture about psychoanalitic
and i did it a few hours before i read your reply... ^.^

I think you should read up on Indigo children.... definitely, after what you just told me!

http://www.namastecafe.com/evolution/indigo/childadults.htm
take the aura color test at auracolors.com
then read on at metagifted.com

I am getting the feeling I am here among other things to find and connect to other indigos lol...

If you are very empathetic, I suggest you also pray and practice shielding before doing psychiatric consultations, because if you are very sensitive to negative thoughts and energies, we want to make sure that you can help other people, yet not be affected by your work in a negative way...

Well yeah, i have read all about indigo children
tx for the link though

i'm starting writing journal since my 9th birthday... to remind me what i write there
When i was 13, i already write about yin and yang, the bad and the good, about humanity, etc
since my childhood day, i tend to be quite self absorb and think about many things
Now, as a grown up i acknowledge it as too mature for the age though

i sense the bad and the good at other people... and surprisingly even for my self tend to be true in the end
almost died three times but just lucky enough that i saved by the intuition

U know PetraVanilla, i might be an Indigo but also have the sameequaly prospect that i'm not...
And i prefer to say that i'm not an Indigo,
from what i read about Indigo, i can say that lots of people also share the same personality traits like Indigo or Crystal
including me Lol

Well, can i ask a question, how to make a shield before doing Psychiatric consultation?
I feel so tired especially after doing dynamic psychotherapy.

Tx