You have success written all over you, that success come from the understandings obtained by experiencing those hard times.  Those hard times help you to build your foundation.

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Thank you all for answering,

interesting posts...

I am momentaly feeling very good,

maybe i had some smile trough difficulty period but it is finished long time ago

I moved to another city on another continent for studies,

and I wanna know about my future?

thank god it is lucky,thats positiv!!

What is my karma?

Thanks once again to you all shiny people.

xxx

You look too much for the future to change your life in leu of looking at the moment.  Not everything a seer sees it set in stone, your future changes as your energy changes.  What I see today does not mean it will be; it merely means that it will if you keep the same energy about you.  In this picture, you were very confident, like you were trying to impress someone; maybe get someones attention.  You do not have a high self-esteem, but you present yourself as though you do.  You struggle issues in your head, you are always at conflict with yourself.  I have a hard time trying to pin point a future, as you are to indecisive; however, you will never get what you want because you are always wanting more.  Once you get something, it is never what you expected it to be.  My best advice is to quit comparing yourself to what other people have, and live a life that suits you.  It doesn't matter if you were never the popular kid in school.  It doesn't matter if you were never the quarterback on the football team, or if you played the tuba in band.  The only thing that matters in life is your family and what you think about yourself.  Once you seperate your expectations from other's prosperity, you will be free and you will find a peace you have ne'er felt before.  Live for yourself.