Ok here is the low down:

Fire is on Q bout stuff, tho as far as being hurt deeply.
The only people that come to mind are my first boyfriend & my hubby.
If it's anyone else I really don't remember then.
The whole weight of the world thing I think has to do with my life at home more then anything.
See I am a housewife & mother of 3, but my household is that of 7.
We got my parents living with us & it's hard keeping house when you got a bunch of stuff with very little room.
The worse part is my mom sits at her desk all day without helping me out.
I get stuck with doing all the housework & cooking when she could very well help with some of it, but no I get stuck with it.
Then theirs the part of dealing with my kids & husbands constant wants. It's enough to drive me at times.
As far as dreaming I do dream big, dream really really big!  
As to the part of innocence & child like wonder, no I didn't snicker I smirked.  
At times yes I seem & think like that, then there are times I seem to think in a evil sort of way.
(Or as my hubby puts it being a major emo bout things.)
Which in a way I am, but I do give much love even to those who I've never meet before.
And btw thanks both of you.

Thank you for the feedback...I did get that the pain was male related....should of added that...like you are bottling it up..  glad you are not feeling it now

It is hard to live with parents...I sympathize with you...at 43 I am constantly reminding my mom she is not the boss of me...I have even threatened to make up a t-shirt so she doesn't forget.  We both have very different ideas on how life should be lived...and she keeps thinking I should fix mine....I am very happy with my life..it just doesn't fit in with her ideals  (I am a tattooed psychic biker)  Isn't that every mom's idea of a dream daughter?....LOL

I love that you allow yourself to feel what you feel...positive and negative...and can laugh at yourself..

Lots of yellow-this is due to personal power, but I feel you do not see or recognize that fully (at the time of this picture anyway).

=) personal power I do feel, but do not know how to tap into it. I've try many ways & it's not working for me. It's like a puzzle, just went I think I found the right piece to revel the bigger picture. I find that I found just a piece of the border & not even close to the finished picture on the box.
That's how I feel most of the time.