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LittleSalt
Age: 40 Zodiac: 
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 5:14 am |
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Suzie i wanted to say a speacial thank you ..... I am compassionate for the situation, as i have walked that situation in my life in the past, and i believe it is important to do what it is , we fill is needed. i wish i had known more about your situation, i wouldve waited, and understood, please forgive me. and i thank you for taking the time to do the reading.
the feed back:
I am a adventurer ,and for the most part i do speak what i feel, with no hesitations, although i do try to meditate to find words to share, that will be recieved from the heart. my past was full of speaking what i thought, only learning later in my life that wasnt the best approach, lol people wanted to fight when it came from the mind, lol now i still speak my mind , only thru the heart.
yes indeed i feel the experiences i have been creating have greatly sped up the learning, and yes now that except the path chosen, the feeling of burden is much lighter.
work... well right again !
i have been unemployed now for about a year and half. it has been a bit challenging, but i feel it has been a great oppertunity, with all that has taken place within my family since that time, and many beautiful transfermations have taken place.
marriage: this one makes me giggle...
here is why: i am married, have been with this man for 19 years now, married for almost 17. this man was my night in shining armour, my hero. i went thru a very dark time in my life, and he stuck it out with me. but that time space i created a huge block wall. now we are in a place of sharing our feelings again ... ( my entire family ) we all are recieving the blessings thru that truth.
and as i spoke before i travel alot for spiritual work, and if i feel it is what i need to do , my family understands, and they to understand and have seen so much shifting taking place. my husband is 100 % supportive . but does not understand my ways or beliefs. so although we are a couple, we do live very different ways,and beliefs. lol does that make any since ? so maybe this is that black hole you are speaking of ... what do you feel ?
my gosh ... the pets hahaha .... if you only could see me with them, lol
i never had a brother or sister, and became very close with the pets in my life, almost to the point that we carry conversations. and now here i am, in the country, where people keep dumping them, and i keep taking them in , on top of the pets i have already, lol we are at present currently housing 6 dogs , a wolf mix, and a full blooded wolf, and a cat, and a turtle.
the wolves and 1 of the dogs were pets, all others are rescues, or people i know who gets pets then decide when they grow a little that they dont want them.... even the turtle, lol i love them all , and they bring much joy and light into my life. people are so amazed that i can speak anything, to any of them, and they are so responsive, and they all have manners too. they are so pure , they are so honest about how they feel, and they pick up on energy instead of stereotypes, lol . and as one who speaks open about how i feel, i too can recieve that, without having to defend myself, this too i have learned from the animals. shhhhh i do love them more than people. and i do notice that even when people speak what they feel is truth, they speak with double talk, not even realizing it themselves. i hope that dosent come out judgmental, i really love everyone, just when truth begins to come into our lives, things become more clearer. and there are so many system programs put on us, that we have to work hard to find the real truth. the personal work is a tough road, and many will speak what they hear , or what they think, and speak it as truth, even though they have never had the experience, or made the effort to go into the uncomfortable place where the truth lives, to make those healings in themselves.
the dark place, hmmmm
i dont feel it as dark, but i have been a bit withdrawn, with no job, it has been tricky at times, but creating jewerly, and doing painting and beadwork, has brought joy to my heart, and money to the table. i do know of one person who i began my studies with, this person after almost 3 years, seemed to me like a brother, then all the sudden it was different, it was a stranger. things that were spoken proved to be not so true, these things were on personal level, not just student teacher. we have not spoken now for almost 3 years and he still has many belongings at my home being stored, i dont have a # for him, and this seperation really needs to take place, i thought about filing abandonment on his things, but it is not in my heart, as many of these things i do respect, they are sacred ceremony items, which too makes me wonder about the attachments there, i have boxed all of them up and have removed them from my home, to an outside building. does it feel like what you are speaking of ?
Suzie thank you again for taking the time out of your busy days to make this reading for me.
witsatologi (blessings)
Hugs
LittleSalt
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