As far as the aura is concerned, I see lots of brown around you and a greenish yellow color.
Yellow-Green: Creative with heart, communicative. DIRTY BROWN OVERLAY: Holding on to energies. Insecurity.
I get the distinct feeling that you're your own worse critic, and that you are being way to hard on yourself. Ease up, you are still young and not meant to know everything right now and all at once. Enjoy what you do have, broaden those horizons before you search for the next.
I see a lady behind you, with long shining hair. Her eyes seem to be briming with tears, but she has a soft smile on her face.
I also sense a deep sadness, but can't figure out where its coming from.
That's about all I could get, hope that helps
