Bandit,

           You are smart and capable... Make sure that you use the safe guards that you have at your disposal and then enjoy your little ones... They need and love you... Go for a picnic... take that extra time and be silly with them at bed time... it will give you all what it is that you feel like you are missing... (Also just a thought, but teach them your number and tell them that they can always call you and tell you where they are and that you will come for them... it will make them feel secure and will also help if Big Bad, horrid Ex trys to take them, they will know not only who to call but how... also now is a good time to explain to them 911 and when to use it... and such.... kids are very smart and they can help us more than we can help ourselves sometimes...) Lots of luck and Love to you,

                     Nyte

Laughter is the best medicine  and it really works lol  Planning a trip this summer for the girls that they will just love to death.  They love the pirates of the carribean movies, and some big schooners are coming to northern MN this summer and are allowing tours     Bit of a trip, so we'll make a weekend out of it!

As for the big bad ex, the oldest knows our number, and they both know that they can call me whenever and wherever  Makes me glad that our number is soooooooooooooo very easy!

*smile* I am happy to hear about the trip, sounds like a blast!! Also that you have already taken precausions. *huggz* take care hon' and know that you are only one person, but that you have all of us here to stand beside you.

         Nyte

Hi Banditt
You are tired and in some ways at your wits end. A week of really good sleep and you just might get your life back. Kids do that.
There is a issue with your liver or your blood its a minor one but does rquire attention.You are worried about someone older maybe your dad or a older male figure.
Things will work out alright in the end but only after you both have been through the ringer first.
There are some finace issues or concerns whch are taking time to fix.
yes these are going to take a fair time to fix. A small girl needs a hug..Ok thats all i got

Yes, I am tired lol  I haven't been sleeping well as of late.  But good luck getting a whole week of really good sleep LOL
My liver or blood?  Hmmm  wasn't noticing any problems, was in for blood work earlier this year when they thought I had mono and nothing showed up, I'll keep an eye on myself.
Yes, an older male figure, my great uncle (like a grandpa to me) was just diagnosed with prostate cancer.  We are very worried!
Finances are always and issue with their dad not paying child support   but we get by.  Times heals all wounds right...
And am going to hug my daughter now