| Nyteshadecreed wrote: |
When I look at your picture I get the words kind and hopefully very strongly, followed by stubborn and *smile* even more stubborn... (sorry that is what I hear... but don't feel bad I am the same way...) there is something in your life that seems to be a constant source of worry... (not your little ones) let go a little and enjoy life... the worry should never go away completely, that simply wouldn't be you... but you need to understand that you can't let it rob you of your joy either... I hope that this helps you, as it is all that I am getting...
Light, Love and Blessings to you,
Nyte |
I have been told I am kind and an eternal optimist lol

I try to be strong, and a completely different person then I was 4 year ago. My then husband broke me down with much mental and verbal abuse and I was nothing. Sooooooooooooooo very glad that I left and am rebuilding life.
It is hard to let go, But somethings you cannot change. As you said, I am stubborn, and I am very stubborn. I do see the joy in everyday life though, and in my children

My worry that you hear is probably from wanting to be able to take care of them and give them all that they deserve. Or the fact that I still worry that their father will keep good on his promise and just disappear with them...Glad that hasn't happened yet
