Hi Asila,
I am glad you got the photos uploaded , they are great. The two give off completely different energies so I thought I might do them one at a time and see what each one says.
You have taught me one thing, I work better with colour lol! So will start with the colour pic. I sense a lot of fun and happiness, a bubbly outgoing personality, but one that covers a hidden softness and sadness, sometimes you yourself forget why you carry this feeling around but it seems to haunt you and comes back every now and then and brings you back to the ground with a bump. You have been living day to day and clinging to mundane things to keep you focussed, routine and diary keeping help you to cope and stay efficient, And you are very efficient perhaps too much, and sometimes forget that you are a person too, those moments when you laugh you cherish and wish there were more before having to revert back to the solid and dependable person. I can see you meditating or perhaps it should be yoga? There is a need for deep relaxation and focus and time for you to listen to yourself. Fitness helps us to stay strong and keep going and exercise can boost our energy levels which all helps. I wonder if there is a grandmother very close to you, someone like a faery godmother, a spirit that cares for you and protects you, wearing older style long skirts too, so maybe a few generations past. I can see and sense horses and outdoor life too, green fields and a large tree by a stream. Perhaps a childhood spent outside, or a dream or is it a holiday? You are very proud of your hands, they are kind and gentle and very soothing to others and you can also feel things through them when you touch someone or shake hands. Are you an empath I wonder? Or in touch with some kind of healing energy, perhaps it's pure love? Your heart rules your head but doesn't always win, you tend to backtrack and change decisions before they get too far along, and doubt yourself, which is a shame but an understandable self-preservation mechanism.
I think you have a wonderful happy soul, one that plays in the light and makes everyone around you feel better
I have found that when I am reading pics online I have to open myself up more than in person and so tend to pic up many influences, that's one reason why I asked for the threads to be separated. I will wait to hear from you, but when I swop to the black and white photo I get a sense that it saddens you and so I won't venture there just yet.
If you have any questions just let me know
