Many years ago, strange happenings entered my life.  The first I can remember is the feel of a hand on my shoulder.  When I turned around, no one was there.  I wasn't afraid, only curious.  The next time, I was reclining on my couch watching television and felt hands caressing my feet.  When I looked down, again, no one was there.  Still, I wasn't afraid, only curious.  Nothing happened after that for many months.  One night, as I turned over on my side to go to sleep, I felt my mattress move as if someone was sitting on it.  Nobody there.  This happened several times.  Two strange events happened next:  the first was one morning when I arose and went to the refrigerator to get a glass of milk.  It was warm inside (?) and I eventually found that the switch inside had been turned to the off position.  I was alone at the time and I certainly had not turned the refrigerator off.  When I turned the switch on, sparks flew out from underneath.  I called the repairman and before he left, he told me that it was a good thing I had turned it off because it would have caught fire during the night otherwise.  The second occurred while I was driving.  The car was new to me and I was not used to the power steering.  The car left the road on the right hand side.  As I overcorrected, I saw oncoming traffic headed straight for me.  Something pulled my hands off the steering wheel and corrected the direction so I was back in my own lane.
Again, nothing happened for several months.  Then........one night I was awakened by a voice that said, "Give me your hand so you can feel me.  That way you will know that this is not a dream."  He took my hand and slowly moved it over his chest and down to his hips.  He then positioned himself over me and the rest is history.  I have been to psychics who told me to tell him to go away and that he should cross on over, but I refuse to do that.  I have been to many psychic sites looking for somebody who has also encountered this type of experience, but have found none.  Am I the only one who has a loving spirit? Or are the others just too afraid or ashamed to talk about it?

Do what you feel your heart wants to do.Only you will know if you have to let him go or not.For now you are not willing to let him go as anyone would someone who cares that much for her.but you cannot know what waits for you in future.

What a peaceful, wonderful story.....very descriptive and I enjoyed reading it very much though I have not experienced it...I sort of feel like I have thru your posting.

Well, I am not sure what you meant by that last part of 'the rest was history' so you mean you had sex with the spirit? I am not doubting you just curious lol. I did have a similar thing happen to me a few years back. I always wanted someone there for me to love me and whatnot, and I kind of got what I wanted. Though this one knew I liked my neck bit, and he did it often and alot. I was never spoken to, but I knew when I was being watched. The closest I ever got to mine was I was sleeping and as I was barely waking up I felt someone under my arm that I had lying over. It felt like someone really was there, but when I opened my eyes, no one was, but the bed where it felt like someone was, it was warm. Then my current man came into the picture, and I haven't seen or rather felt him since. So do not feel alone.

As long as you don't feel as if you're in danger in any way do what your heart/head feels right to you.  But anything goes wrong or feels strange get out of it.