First of all i want to thank pravinji,srinivasji for their concept of free will in one of the threads in vedic astrology section.I was baffled when i came to know that you can predict future with things like palmistry,astrology.
After all the research i could do, i found that we are idiots and cannot understand the reality of life. We can only "BELIEVE" or have "FAITH" in karma or any other theory. I want a proof of its existence.Although i have given so much thought to it, i am still confused what to do?

Please enlighten me on this.
There are thousands of thoughts going in my mind. Plz help.
This is the reason i came here.Year before when i dint gave a thought to all this i was enjoying.Now 1 year has passed and i am not able to enjoy things i used to do.
1.There is an island in my headline.(probably going on) Any Tips!
2.I also had a disappointing affection this year. i have chained heart line in my left hand and 3 islands on my right hand (2 are not clearly visible in picture).Any advice?
3.if any other major problem plz give advice.
Thanks plz dont say any good thing. My father told me that after 10th std i ll achieve success in my first attempt(by vedic astrology).This seed of thought was there every time in preparation of JEE(Engg. Exam) and i dint gave my 100%. Although i succeeded but with a very bad rank. Now i m regretting it. Sadly, I didnt knew about the FREEWILL concept that time.
One thing is for sure reality is really difficult to understand. Should i give up? and try to enjoy things i used to do?
Easy path is to enjoy things.
PS- Sorry for my bad english and sorry i have presented it in a mess. I could have done a lot better.
Don't be worried. i may have shown that i m in a real tense situation but i m fine :D.