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Posts: 5118 · Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2010 11:12 am

Dear Mondnacht5,

I hope you are successful in your personal relationship. Your palm states something different. Unless you meditate regularly and there are many other methods too, it will be difficult for you to change yourself. You have to change otherwise even if you come across a Gem of a Man you will find it difficult to maintain the relationship. That is why I asked initially whether you want a reading or you want to come up in life. You go to a Doctor to get well and not ask him to tell you how healthy you are or tell you about your health. So is the case with Palmistry.

Here is another girl of 25 who suffered from emotional problems:

Gave reading on 11/5/2010

Received feedback on 12/5/2010

Ohhh have a safe, fulfilling, enriching and wonderful journey Sir!

Thank you so much for your advise. It is certainly helping me a lot in improving myself as a person

Well,
since you said I will be getting married late, and that I will meet my
husband later in life, I figured I should focus on my career as well as
weak health for now

That is why I asked about my struggling career
hehe.

Received further feedback on 17/5/2010

Hello Sir,

Yes, I have way too many lines in my hand
and my palms are full of crosses and stars. You are right, I get so
upset and tense whenever something wrong happens in my life. I have
started meditation as you suggested and have also incorporated chanting
daily. Hopefully it helps.

I am going through a stressful period and I think I am not helping
myself in terms of health and bringing peace and calmness mentally. I
think I have stress due to family pressure of getting married when I
don't believe I have found the suitable match for me.

Sir, I have a dilemma and I hope you can help me solve it. To what
extent should we let our palm reading affect our lives and daily
decisions? Till date, palmistry has interested me more so because I have
wanted to improve myself as a person however, based on your reading and
Nitin's I will marry late i.e. between 27-30s. Then, how do I explain
to my relatives that the guys they have selected for me right now are
ill suited and that I would rather wait for the right person to come
into my life having faith that my palms say I will marry a good person
in the future?

Another feedback on 14/6/2010

Sir,

How are you? I hope all is well with you.

I
wanted to tell you that I am feeling more positive each day since you
read my palms & adviced me to meditate. I personally feel that the
palm reading gave me a boost as well as confidence that my future will
be alright and I should just focus on making my present cheerful and
bright. I think I have been very naive and immature in my outlook of
life and relationships with guys. And as I have just started my career, I
just need to believe in myself & work hard.

I
have been chanting, listening to classical music, started reading again
(I couldn't do it earlier right after the breakup because it required
concentration) and I have been spending more time on my hobbies during
my leisure time rather than thinking and worrying

I
know the results will not show on my palms immediately but do you think
I am on the right path now? Or do you think I need to do more of the
exercises you have suggested?

I do admit that
sometimes at night when I have difficulty sleeping, I fall into the trap
of overthinking, going into the ugly memories of past...this is
happening more now because my ex boyfriend has been contacting me. I
start feeling unsure of whether I should give him another chance or not
:( I have known him and his family ever since I was a little girl so it
is difficult to let go of him sometimes and our memories from school
etc. What would you suggest I do in such cases when I start my bad habit
of overthinking?

Again another feedback on 12/7/2010

Sir, why isn't the meditation working for me? I have been doing it
religiously everyday now and I feel so troubled & heartbroken. I
feel like I am unsuccessful in love :( I don't know what to do now.
Meditation should at least bring peace to me. My hand prints show so
many lines & they are negative :(

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Again received another feedback after I wrote to her 12/7/2010

Hi Sir,

I had been working on it devotedly, ever
since you told me about the meditation practices. I chant in the morning
while driving to work which is a 30-45 min commute one way and at night
before I sleep, I chanted for 30 minutes daily.And I listen to
instrumental music as I fall asleep. I felt its positive effects
sometimes, and sometimes, my mind would slip and become negative in
assuming the meditation isn't helping. During the weekends, I spend time
in gardens and by the beaches with friends and family, because that
soothes me.

But, recently, when my ex-boyfriend, who lives in
Fiji told me he wants another chance, my life became complicated again.
My problem is I make decisions with my heart rather than my mind in such
matters and I get hurt very badly in the end. How do I make myself
forgive him time and time again and push the negative feelings away? I
need patience for this don't I. The major worry for me is the things I
am failing at in life right now. I am very stubborn and cannot take
failures. I worked hard to attain a good education, land a job as a
scientist and during weekends, train to be a photographer/model
therefore I am a bit ambitious. It hurts when I fail in life and in this
case, my relationship... I am so complicated hehe. I worry because I do
not see any children lines on my hand and that I see a fork in my
marriage line. I should be focusing on the present and improving myself.

I finally crashed last week when I heard a close
friend of mine died in a car accident in Australia. And I had being
make imprints of my hand to see if there is any improvement. Look at the
latest one...there is none, so many lines.

Another feedback on 17/7/2010 after I guided her

Dear Sir,

I wanted to tell you that your
email was very motivating for me

I am feeling much better especially
now that I believe in the strength of the mantras. I was reading a
concise Gita, & it said surrender to God, and try your best, leave
the rest to God.

You are right. It feels
wonderful making the others around me happy by being there for them,
listening to their problems and helping whichever possible.

Also,
I wish to visit a Hanuman Ji's temple up on the mountains here. I will
be taking my parents with me. I wish just to participate in the yoga
retreat there & feel the peace of being in God's home.

Life
feels pleasant again. I cannot let things come between my meditation
& I. I don't do it in the mornings so often, but meditating before
sleep chases most of my worries away

Her doubts received on 20/7/2010

Another feed back received on 22/7/2010

Sir, have you heard about the book, Eat, Pray & Love by
Elizabeth Gilbert? They have made a movie based on it & it is
releasing next month. It is a true story in which the author feels like
the walls are closing in on her and she cannot breathe. She divorces her
husband, leaves her job and travels to three countries whose names
begin with I's: Italy, India & Indonesia.

She eats lots and lots in Italy, prays, practices yoga in India and finds love in Bali.

I,
sometimes feel like she did. I feel like running to a place that gives
me peace and love so I can forget the tears my mum shreds because of
depression and worrying about us, so I can forget the tears my daddy
shreds because of his problems and so that I can stop worrying about my
friends & family and their problems. A place which can heal the pain
I feel because of my rejected love and not feel like I am missing
someone in my life who will make it complete.

I want to once
again find the joy & satisfaction of doing research in lab & in a
way helping the world by trying to find cures for diseases. I don't
find the joy nor interest in doing something I used to enjoy so much.

Meditation
calms me down but the next morning I am reminded of my problems again. I
feel alone. All my friends are either married or have someone with whom
they can do activities together after work or during the weekend. I am
reminded of the future I planned with Santosh & he chose to walk
away :( How unsuccessful I am in matters of love :(

At least I
wish my parents' problems can disappear. I feel helpless. How does one
convince herself that meditation everyday will make all these problems
disappear?

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Her Doubts received on 20/7/2010

Dear sir,

Would you be able to describe
the person I am to marry from my palms? And am I going to be separated
from him, because my marriage line is forked?

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Received request to read her Dad's palm on 30/7/2010 and her further feedback.

I have deleted some personal message and posted the rest here

The reason we are concerned for our parents health is because they
both do not have health insurance therefore if either of them fall ill
or have a major health complication, we would find it very difficult and
expensive to get medical treatment. We need to get the insurance for
them soon. So, far Daddy hasn't had any major health complications thank
god, however according to his palms, it might be a matter of concern
soon.

I do feel cheerful at work, but that is the
way I am...I cannot stay depressed forever and I like to make others
laugh or smile. But, sometimes, I crash as well and fall into a sad
state. I don't wish to dwell on my past and feel sorry for myself
because then I am unable to enjoy my present. But, I will work on it and
improve!

Sir, I wish I could convince my parents
to meditate...I have tried numerous times and have failed. Daddy wishes
for instant results without working on improving himself. Even if I am
happy around my parents, they still worry about my brother and I. While
we were growing up, they used to be very proud of us and our
achievements. But, now that we are both unmarried and approaching 30,
they worry. It is because of the Indian community here. They keep
pestering you with the silly question of when is your daughter getting
married and she is quite old now blah blah blah. They can only ignore
these people to a certain extent, but they cannot ignore their own
family. So, even when I am happy and so is Rahul, they worry about us.

Received another feedback on 6/8/2010

Hi Sir,

No worries about the reading. You can do it, whenever it is convenient for you.

I
am doing well

I am close to feeling on top of the world!!

I have
to achieve a lot more and slowly I will attain it. I want to reach a
stage where I do not get angry or upset easily over pity or small
things, and I see positivity in everything!! It might take years, but it
will keep me busy.

I have tried to talk less, but lol, it doesn't
really work at home because I am a chatterbox and if I grow quiet, my
family starts thinking I am sad or upset. And I am their entertainment
source I suppose so I have to keep up my chattering at home. Thankfully
at work, I am able to work on my project in peace and quiet while
listening to music. I have yet to reach the stage which you always
describe to me where I would be glowing, radiant and radiate the
beautiful smell, but I do understand what you mean. I feel that way when
I am holding my nephew. He has such a beautiful scent and he makes you
feel so happy, just looking at his picture.

My parents are very happy whenever they see his picture. He lives very far from us.

Don't worry Sir, I will not give up

Another mail received from her on 7/8/2010

Sir,

Thank you for answering my questions

I am so blessed to have found a guru like you. Ever since I was a
little girl I would pick up the Ramayana translation by Morari bapu and
then get confused with lots of questions. I didn't know who could answer
them for me.

Today, I read the emails you have
been sending to me to my mum. She loved them and has asked to share
these with her so she too can learn. She thinks I am lucky to have you
to guide me. Thank you so much sir! I shall be a good student to you and
religiously do my homework (meditation).

Sir,
the author of the book, Eat, Pray, Love also described a blue
energy/current she felt running along her spinal cord while chanting in
India. She said it was overwhelming. And in Tibet, scientists from New
York have scanned the brains of monks while they are meditating, and all
they see in the scannings of their brain, is blue light. The power of
chanting and meditating is unbelievable now that I am doing it myself
yay

Sent on 18/8/2010

Sir,

I am sorry. I did receive your email. I just haven't had time to respond. I have been very tired after work & due to overexposure of some chemicals, I have been vomiting the food I eat. Thus no energy. I struggling to chant but I just want to sleep before 108 chants. I shall resume with dedication once I am in good shape again.

Sorry for not responding. Thank you for reading his palms

Send on 20/8/2010

Sir,

Please if God listens to u, can you please ask to him take my pain away please. I am not strong enough to bare this pain and I wish the person would be punished for inflicting such pain onto me. Please.

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Sent on 20/9/2010

Sir, I was suffering from stomach migraine but I am still going to work. However, this pain I can bear. It is the pain of someone u trust, (my childhood friend and exboyfriend) who has been causing me emotional suffering despite the distance I have placed between us. He had done something that has been degrading to my character and who I am. I think I am more hurt because of my expectations of him.
Sir, I am praying for God to just take away my pain and make me strong so I can weather this storm.
I am going to chant now.

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Sent on 20/8/2010

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Thank u sir for being there for me. Writing to u brought me some peace.

Sir believe or not, I have feeling calm for several hrs now. I don't want to waste time and my energy crying. I certainly haven't forgiven him yet and nor do I hate him. I just have let it all go.

I want a deep sleep and wish to wake up strong and clear headed! U helped me get to this positive stage, thank u

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Sent on 24/8/2010

Hello Sir,

I cannot fully describe how I feel because there are times I feel strong and positive as if every decision I am making at that moment is good and positive. But, then there comes moments when I falter from all the positiveness and strength. This makes me start doubting myself, my self worth and strength.
I need to believe in myself, love myself and understand that the future holds something bright and beautiful for me. I know I cannot give up and I have to stay positive. I need to learn how to be strong.

Sent on 9/9/2010

Hi Sir,

I just wanted to update u that I am doing well and that I do meditate before sleeping

I shall write a longer message tomorrow promise!

Thank u for sharing the helpful emails with me. I do read them.

Hope u r doing well Sir

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Pravin Kumar

Posts: 4815 · Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 11:23 am

mondnacht5 wrote:

RishiRahul wrote:

When did you start photography?

RishiRahul

Well my dad passed away April 11, 2007. After that I seemed to have taken on his passion for photography. I taught myself and have become professional with it.

Hi,

Your dad passed away at age 23.1 then, and you caught on to photography thereafter. Which means you must have gone ahead with photography from end 2007/2008. I WOULD PIT THE PROFESSIONAL STARTING/ITS IDEA STARTING FROM July to Sept 2007.

Is this true?

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