Dear Praveen Sir,
Here is link for the article, i was referring on lal kitab.
http://www.scribd.com/doc/16582007/Horoscope-in-Your-hand-By-Sh-Rabinder-Nath-Bhandari . I tried to upload file here but it failed every time.
Thank you for comment on my fate line and regarding my tough middle life, could you please tell me the period during which i will go through , as i thought it was now and until it become double? didn't get "parental protection" as I have been away from parent from last 10 years though visit them twice a year.
On different note, as at the moment it doubles itself, it has become elegant also (at least it looks like that to me...

), to my mind with very limited knowledge, elegant double fate line mean one may have two interest or may need to give attention to two fields. of course, it doesn't mean success/failure in that fields area. i hope my understanding is correct.
On lighter note, one should always take bitter pills with some sugar...i am trying to do just that....

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