You are doing quite well , with all the things you've encountered!
You have taken your live in your own hands, and that is perfect. I truly respect your hard work for the music.
As you said yourself, you have seen your fate line grow, which means you have taken your life-path in own hands,
and have set some goals to achieve.

You are 19 years old. You have about 75 years left, to mark your name somewhere!
Why worry so much about fame, name, and going beyond the ordinary people etc?
Just have joy in making music, don't make a game out of achieving fame, let the need of proving yourself go
as it will give you an art-burn out or make your music empty. Ambition is good, as it fuels your work and energy,
but it is not all about name. As long as you patiently work on your skills, work hard and most of all love what you do,
things will be fine.  When your songs are great, they definitely will be heard some day.
A great song will always find its path into the world.

You ask us three times for advise, I gave you advise, but it seems you have not red it?
As you study palmistry yourself for the last two years, I think you can reconize your own qualities and I do not have to tell you.
But I do want to invite you to look at the Island under mercury and Apollo and the chaotic marks on Apollo.
As those signs could get in the way of your success. How to deal with it (so you would find the least blockages in your path to success)
I have already told you.  I am not going to tell you if you will make name, as this really is your own responsibility.

If you truly believe in your music and in yourself, you would not question if you ever will succeed?
If you love music, of course it makes sense to put all your energy in it, even if you do not know if you will succeed.
And even if environment is not supporting you. That is why I said you need to build a thicker skin.
It is important to get your focus on writing extremely awesome songs, and get your shit together!

This has nothing to do with palm-reading.
I can not go any deeper, when lines etc. are not clear to me. And important info from left hand is missing.

I myself write my own songs, play guitar and sing.
My husband is a extremely good professional guitar player, (studio work, entertainment, producing, teaching etc etc). W
We also do our own recordings and producing.
Do you have some recordings on the internet? I will gladly listen and give you some feedback if you'd like....



Peace and take care
Maya

That was a mighty stupid university not allowing you to re-sit the admission test another day. I'm amazed they agreed to let you sit it then expect you to complete it without adding a further 30 minutes. An accident prior to an examination is bound to affect your performance even if you had arrived in good time. You should have appealled. (Sadly ethics and entry admissions don't always go hand in hand).

m sry for asking again n agin for advices...

and thats reaaly cool you make songs of your own....

actually i write songs in urdu/hindi and i dont know wether you know these languages....its better that you add me up ...The id is given in the Profile page..... site moderator

there we could have a chit chat...once ive written a song in english aswell but i have a little problem with the way i sing it and havnt  practiced it much....i can send you the lyrics i wrote....as far as the videos are concerned i dont make them or upload them....ill be extreamly hapie to listen to your work...

do send me links....btw in which country do you live ?

Hi Saad...

I don't know the languages, but still I can hear the language of music (which is universal)....


I also made a link in under-text to my profile where you can find my songs...
But now I stop chit chatting: I am on Holiday!


Peace, Maya