Hi Saad,
The quality of your picture is very poor so I cannot read the lines clearly, besides that, you are young and everything can change.
Your life is in your own hands. If you want to succeed in the art field, work hard. But if you commit suicide, you can be sure you never
will develop your talents and get your fame and recognition. I totally agree with srinivasan that 85 is a nice age to decide.
The many lines on Apollo shows you have too much scattered creative activities and you should focus on one or two disciplines only.
You hands show artistic potential, but there is also an Island under Apollo in your heart line.
That means you need to get a thicker skin and learning to appreciate yourself and your art more, regarding what ever-one might say.
Art is about joy, sharing, freely expressing yourself, and most important open up your heart, but you seem to have a hard time with that
and tend to isolate yourself feeling, lonely, blue and not understood.
Break down these walls, because it is very hard to be expressive and feel isolated at the same time.
And don't make art a competition about fame, than you will isolate yourself even further. You are young, so you can change easily.
Get a thicker skin, work hard, don't kill yourself and never forget to enjoy your art. Just live your own under-title: the future is in our hands.
Than you will succeed in what ever field, and be all right.
Take care, Maya